monsoon
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starjewel Summer heat still
Sizzel'n
But Cold rain pouring
Down
Some how I think it's like
Love
Passion like a summer
Blaze
Tears fall like a cool cool
Rain
It's such a strange
Phenomenon
How thunder is the sound of
Lightning
So what is the sound of
Love?
Is it a loud and monumental
Sound?
It's usually just a soft
Sigh
And it comes so
Sparatically
Some what like these
Monsoons
Nature is a funny
Thing
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starjewel Out Here

Fresh air
The smell of rain
It's just insane
What am I doing out here
Alone in this storm?

I miss you
but don't I always?
As water rushes down
So do the thoughts in my head
Lightning flashes images of you instead

The roll of thunder
Like your deep voice in my ear
Calling me to where you are
So what am I doing out here?
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starjewel Experience the Storm
Sometimes this storm is just how I imagine him.
Slightly inimidating at first,
but so intrigueing you've got to venture out into it.

I want to run out into his arms and let him hold me.
At first I know it'll be scary.
But like this cool breeze,
He'll begin to soothe me.
His kisses will feel like rain drops caress my skin.
His voice like thunder in my ear.
And I know when he touches me, I'll feel electricity.

I'm not afraid anymore.
Infact I'm eager to endulge in his storm.
Let his breathe, calm me with it's winds.
Drowned me with the down pour of his kisses
Let the thunder roll as he tells me he loves me
And I let him touch me, just hoping I won't get electricuted
As I experience the storm.
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justcurious don't know if I shoulda posted that one.. 031127
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star_jewel It Won't Come Today
It won't come today
usually it does
Pours down onto the paper with the rain
Rolls off my toungue like thunder
And in a flah like lightning it's on the paper,
Before the grey skies can even fade,
But it won't come today

Maybe it's because the clouds aren't dark enough
I think this is what they call vanila skys,
It's beautiful, but lacks inspiration.

Maybe it's just me
thinking to hard
Just won't let it be
Can't hear the rhythm of the rain drops
so my thoughts won't flow
I think the beat's to slow
Cause it won't come today
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starjewel About You

Metallic gray skies
Rain like melted ice
And You

Itís the rainy days
The somber and dark days,
That make me think of you

Itís always the rainís steady rhythm
That forces my thoughts on paper
And theyíre always
About you

Roaring, licking, dancing
Fire
Steamy, melting, lovely
Warmth
Strong, gentle, sculptured
Hands
And you

Lonely, cold, empty
House
Crisp, white, blank
Paper
Lost, rapid, uncontrollable
Pen
And Me

Itís the rainy days
The somber and dark days,
That make me think of you

Itís always the rainís steady rhythm
That forces my thoughts on paper
And theyíre always
About you


Rich, fake, beautiful
Girls
Flashing, deafening, intruding
Cameras
Playing, smiling, partying
You
And Them

Stabbing, Piercing, Deepening
Pain
Unfathomable, impossible, ever growing
Distance
Intangible, inevitable, ridiculous
Dreams
And Us

Itís the rainy days,
The somber and dark days
That make me think of you

Itís always the rainís steady rhythm
That forces my thoughts on paper
And theyíre always
About you
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starjewel Can't Help It

I shouldn't be
So why am I?
I can't help it.

To much to do
I'm wasting my time
Why can't I stop?
I can't help it

It has to be raining
It has to be perfect
Inspiration had to hit
I can't help it

Why'd it have to be him?
Why'd it have to be now?
Why'd it have to be this?
I can't help it

I shouldn't be
So why am I?
I can't help it.
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starjewel Suspended

starjewel For just a moment
It seemed like the world had stopped
So we could take a snap shot
Of its paradox

The sky was grey,
threatening rain
Then suddenly the sun stood,
just pouring over the purple mountain
its vermillion ray

Then across the sky,
still a blanket of somber grey,
An arch of color streaked full across
Apparent through invisible rain that lingered but did not stay

Suspended, both images stood, they and their beauty parelell
As creatures stood below in awe
Silence was the only sound,and wind the only movement betwixt it all


But because nothing gold can stay
The mystical image did quickly fade
An here this earth with its grey dust
And powdered dirt
Looked again the same

But for that moment still hangs
Suspended in my mind's eye
For these are the times
When life stands still as glass
And one can't help but long for more
in which life would slowly pass,
And we would never die.
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starjewel Stop the Rain

I just want this moment to
Inspire me.

Want my best work to flow
And with this rain, it comes.

Talent, if I had it,
Pours onto this vast canvas,
like miracle paint
that turns a novas into Picasso.

Maybe I try too hard
Words aren't enough
My hand can't hear my brain.

I don't know what it is,
but I can't focus
So someone please,
Stop the rain.
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starjewel just look'n 060507
what's it to you?
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