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emo i wanna look at you and see right through you until i feel what youre doing to me in your head..I just Fucking want you to kiss me like you mean it 001118
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someone you know what, now? 001118
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lokkust babyland 001118
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god is that like biscuit-world? 001118
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Barrett mmmmmmmmmmm,
mental masturbation.
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god all masturbation is beneficial 001119
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Raina and to think, I had a rubber...

you make me sick! (sung at the top of my lungs)
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god i got a cat named tonya... 001120
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kronoman clockwork orange...

makes you want to snuff it.
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stanley "god" kubrick oh hell. let's just ban it then. 001121
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god maybe i'll recut it with slim pickens.... 011121
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ClairE hehe
you cock_tease
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birdmad meets freuds dog Aaach! i'm being skull-humped! 011213
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distorted tendencies Your with me and i turn right around and your with her.

Stop it your giving me tumors of nausea.
You can't possibly comprehend what it means; mind fuck.

But you're doing it.
And it's |killing| my insides.

Body's move
colours change

My vision is failing
Intuition is stronger

Comatose is what i feel
see: comatose...

I want to sleep and never wake up.
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hey now! im horny.
can i get some?... please.
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ClairE have_some_happiness, or fuck, or self_esteem... 011213
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unhinged we all do it. why don't we just admit it? we all come here blathing about how this person or that person has done things to fuck us over and they are just fucking with our heads like we have never done anything to anyone even resembling the horrible kind of treatment that they are giving us. we are all hypocrites. 011214
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distorted tendencies I'm going insane.
So terribly insane.
my body is wracked with fatigue and exhaustion and all sorts of stress

My mind is hardwired and i am about to fucking explode.
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Dr. GoRsKi Can the brain have sex? 021126
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Dafremen Yea unhinged. We are. I am king of the hypocrites. I did something that I now speak against. It was a mind f*ck of incredibly sadistic proportions and yet my intention wasn't to be sadistic.

(Ahh but there is where I start MIND F*CKING MYSELF!)

My using my intentions as a justification for my actions is unjustifiable. It's as self deluded of me as it is of the folks who hurl hate-filled words back at me now saying that their words are justified because of what I did.

In both instances we create something putrid and ugly in the name of something we call justifiable. I was NOT justified in what I did and I am ashamed of myself for having done it.
I am soley to blame for the consequences of my actions. The contempt-filled reactions of some of these folks is that consequence. What they fail to realize is that the hateful, disgusted, ugly feelings that they now harbor against me are the consequences of THEIR reaction. I wish I had never unleashed this monster to begin with, nicole...now it festers in them, hideous and unrestrained. It goes against everything I've ever wanted for them. Ya know?
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daxle You've never been worth any of my emotions. Don't flatter yourself. 021127
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Dafremen OK, I'll flatter you instead. You've been worth mine. It's too bad things couldn't be different. Bitterness breeds more bitterness. Why it is that we don't just walk away..I'll never know. I just know now that we don't...and we probably never will. 021127
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??????? How Buddhist, Daffyman. Learn detachment. But you violate your precious intentional fallacy when you assume that anyone who talks shit to you is seething with hatred or otherwise consumed with you. Your every word is self-aggrandizing bullshit. 021127
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??????? But with all your overblown talk of festering, monsters, and ugliness, YOU seem like the one who is consumed. 021127
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??????? With yourself, that is. 021127
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Suicide Snowman every conversation I have with you ends with me feeling like I've been mind fucked with a spiked dildo. 021130
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unhinged it's so much worse with you because i actually loved you i think. at least he made no pretentions that he was nothing more than a piece of shit asshole. you on the other hand....all we ever did was fight. whether it was over what color lighter you should buy or why i think i am worth nothing...it was all the same reasons. that's why i don't talk to you anymore. it was always one big game that never ended; i was always frustrated and sad and lonely which i prefer to be on my own. i wanted you to change that but you wanted to remind me that you professed your undying love to me at a time when i couldn't accept it. i think you have waited for a long time to remind me of that. too little too late i guess. 021201
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misstree hypnotic_sex 040302
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puredream You are the epitome of a mind fuck. 040628
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