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silentbob I'm not still killing myself over this whole betrayal thing. I'm just a little obsessed, and it still puts me in a bad mood, but other than that, i'm alright. i just haven't been able to find any friends here in this city yet, and it is kind of lonesome so i have few things to think about which explains why the next most interesting thing is getting my back stabbed. so for the most part i write bittersounding things or one word associations to words that are out there already. 010830
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dB Good plan. 010830
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silentbob You're right on, arent you
i just posted that
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dB yep. I am always here. 010830
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silentbob so thats you_lately

tell me more about you

do i even know anything about you?
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dB Me? What do you want to know? 010830
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dB Sorry about the delay. I had to go to the post office. 010830
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TalviFatin Me? Lately?
Messed up.
Unstable.
Lost.
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unhinged snippy
overopinionated
hormonally unbalanced
tired
depressed
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Casey Still confused...I hang out with people more and have become more social, but I still don't know if they even want me around.

Maybe I have a slight case of bi-polar disorder
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unhinged don't tell a pyschiatrist that...they'll put you on lithium and paxil until you can't remember your own name.

used
tired
addicted
depressed
alone
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Aimee upset
depressive
euphoric
nervous
angry
hurt
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distorted tendencies Sickly in love. It disgusting really, totally goes against my ordeals.

.. But I can't help it. I'm so fucking lost in this, I'll never get out. It's a hopeless cause. I'm madly in love. Love should be classified as a mental illness.
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Norm Less violent
less ambitious
more high
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littleidiot up.
slightly insane.
down.
wondering.
cyclical.
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bethany hungry yet nauseous
i have to smell something before i eat it
and most of the time it just makes me more nauseous
grapes
i've been eating a lot of grapes
but then of course
i get nauseous
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littleidiot very fucking one-dimensional. 021119
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bethany i dont know what it is to wake up in the morning anymore

going to class seems like a month since i have

i just want to leave this life

and get on with my own
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TalviFatin Furthering myself down the path of insanity.
I need to stop obsessing and worrying about this whole Tom thing...I shouldnt care. We wont work out anyway, fercrissakes.
But hes so wonderful.
And I need to stop looking for love...it should find me. I make myself sick.
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