maybe_we_dont_exist Mateo Maybe its just you writing in blather, and youre so needy and lonely that you imagine that there is other people writing when in fact you write under all the different names. If it is just you, let me say youre brilliant, you have written good stuff. 020216 ... yummyC i was thinking that today. and maybe the person next to me sees things so much differently to me, and what I call blue looks red to him, but his red is named blue and my blue is named red because that fixed color name is how we each learned it. but thats kinda off subject... scares me sometimes. 020216 ... Jenna maybe we are all each others dreams? 020216 ... Mateo The fact that we ar all at www.blather.newdream.net makes us one. 020216 ... reitoei maybe this is all some fantasy land of dreams and words and dark blue illusion.are all these words and names just made by some AI program? and I'm the only one here!!! I'm the onyl one who's even alive!! Wait I dont even exist, I'm a module in the AI. or maybe there are people here and this is real. but nothings real... 020216 ... freakizh matrix sucks but it certainly has a point. does anyone here has a real heart or maybe a plug? 020216 ... pralines&cream maybe i'm just the dream ... 020217 ... syd barrett ....and what exactly is a dream? and what exactly is a joke? jugband_blues 020217 ... Jenna Waking_Life 020217 ... the basalt head on the olnec plain the Escher illustration of two hands reaching out from their respective sheets to draw each other 020217 ... yummyC i hate that drawing. it gives me the creeps. 020217 ... Dafremen see also: CLAPTRAP 020218 ... ear parcel i exist. if only in my imagination. but at this point in time, my imagination seems more tactile and real than anything in reality. 020218 ... Casey My friend Nate always thinks he's really driving a car. 020221 ... thugstylez Yall all sound like a bunch of skitzophrenics. But its good to find people that can relate to my thoughts. 020228 ... thugstylez I see u but are u really there? I hear you but dont know how to react. I move from place to place looking for comfort. I see you but u dont seem real. If i hit you how would u react? Would u feel it? Because i dont think i would really feel it if you hit me. I think i would just wake up. What if all this is just a dream....then how is life? How is my hand moving....am i doing that? How does that work? Oh shit i can feel the emptiness hit me now. i can feel the prickling in my eyes and ears from tears held back like ive done in years. NO!!! let it out. let me shed a tear and maybe then ill know im really here. I cant cry and i dont know why. Crying seems so useless. But To cry is so alive. If i cant then am i really here? shhhhh....u dont even have to speak 'cause i know what your saying next. Its so unevolved of you to experience these emotions. Your so predictable. Can we still not move past these predictable emotions? I have......maybe thats why i cant feel reality....? 020228 ... phil darn tootin' 020228 ... Ivonna H. reality is relative (what a cliché). Reality is there, it exists, but it changes because everybody interprets things differently, totally differently. What is real to me is real to you, the importance is what changes depending on the person. Damn........... no more philosophical shit, huh?? 020301 ... distorted tendencies If this is not reality, if it's a dream, if it's just fantasy, why can't i wake up? 020301 ... yummychuckle the scribble demons are holding you down. 020301 ... unpublished lyric machine you're not real and i'm not real and none of this is real so let's ruin ourselves 020302 ... she maybe you're right? 020303 ... lycanthrope well if i'm someone else's dream, how do i keep them asleep, and then why not them someone elses, and how do i make them try to also keep their dreamer asleep without being awake to do so. circular ruins indeed. But if i'm fake, what does that mean. At least it's a real fakeness. 020303 ... dionysos Today a young man on acid realized that all matter is mearly energy condensed through a slow vibration, we are all one consciousness experiencing itself subjectively, life is only a dream and we are the imaginations of ourselves. Here's Tom with the weather. - Bill Hicks 020308 ... Webley what i see is the same as what you see but what we don't know for certain is what we are both looking at. 020824 ... silentbob if i am someone else's dream i hope they wake up real real soon so i can be done with this bullshit 020824 ... devalis maybe we're all figments of eachother's imaginations and when we're born it's really just our parents' dreams becoming solid, which was how they were "born". 020825 ... IKC 56-80 waking_life i just rented it yesterday after reading the blathe for it. wow 020825 ... daxle let's have a talk about the phospholipid bilayer... that's my god 020825 ... thugstylez back when i was going skitzo i would always put my hand over my heart to make sure i was still alive. i would check to see how hard and how fast it would beat. i guess that was my sub-concious's way of confirming my existence. then i would take slow deep breaths. i would try not to think of my heart beat, in fear that i would sub-conciously stop it from beating. it would scare me everytime i thought of it. 020825 ... OneST8 Nothing exists yet everything is. Existence is an [absolute] boundary we use to define and limit our sphere of perception relative to life. Life is the state of being by which our personal energy manifests itself as a [condensed] low vibration. Life is a state of energetic vibration. Vibration is the substance of being. Being is the basis for thought. Thought is a pattern of energy. Energy is the ability to effect change. Change is the nature of growth. Growth is the essence of experience. Experience is a memory of existence. Existence is the perception of life. 040422 ... kookaburra i would like to alert everyone to the fact i do not exist. so go suck an invisible duck. "an invisible duck? what the hell am i thinking? i need much more sleep." 040422 ... love & hate I always wonder whether this is just a dream i'm having and in fact, we all dont exist. This thought plagues me for hours on end every day. I think of testing my theory to see what extremes i can do without having myself wake up. It is strange to think though that in this dream of mine, well rather nightmare, that i sleep and dream in it. That is what doesnt make sense in my head. Whether its the 'real' me telling me that this is necessary or whether it is just something i made up. And if it is something i made up, then why dont we sleep during the day time and stay awake at night? I would much prefer that. Yes, it would waste alot more electricity, but it would be better. And if i am dreaming, why cant i have the 'fairytale' ending? Why does so much shit happen every day? Is that because the 'real' me is actually happy and wants the dream state to experience life on the other extreme? But how can i be so creative as to create so many different people? Millions of people i dont know and have never met. Although, maybe there arent millions, i just 'think' there are seeing as i will never see them. Maybe i just see what i want to see, but if i did, then why dont i see katie? Is it because there are other things the 'real' me wants to do before i settle down? Or is the 'real' me just a fucked up cruel person who likes to torture me while sleeping with a smile on her face? It is hard to tell, there are limited possibilities that i cant even begin to comprehend. All i know is that love is real, and my love for katie is real. That is what my hand is reaching out for but i cant touch it, not yet. I am pleading to the 'real' me to let me have her. You have given me nothing else in this life, just give me this, this is all i ask for. Or are you telling me to write this now so you can feel how it is to be just as crazy as i am by talking to yourself, well me talking to you which is really the 'dream' you talking to you. I dont understand i really dont know whether we exist at all. I am certain that katie exists and she is what i want. Please let me have her if you are listening to me!!! 040423 ... ... What's I- Independent Cosmic_Species? 040423 ... thieums Maybe we are dreams ourselves, dreams of Dragons that fell asleep long ago... No one know what might happen when the Dragons will wake up again, so that's why I'd recommend everyone not to speak too loud until the matter is solved. 040424 ... kx21 Oops... annutara_samyak_sambodhi... 040424 ... kx21 Given the 'Frequency of Diamond':- * Ultimately There is No Self * 040424 ... - - 080410 what's it to you? who go blather from