mahayana ClairE Come online. I command thee. 011222 ... Mahayana: Zakah: Sangha Jewels of Refuge yesssssss master O |= | *says under a trance like state* your wish is my command ¿[which state, out of the USA, would be a trance like state]? 011222 ... Mahayana: Zakah: Sangha Jewels of Refuge *aHeM* that was 'pose to be a stickfigure walking towards you in my 'trance like intoXicated by your command state' but it looks as though, the Blather Gods/Goddesses have not looked so favorably upon me. [i seem to have lost some limbs & grew a shelf for my head] [[they really do beat people with the ugly sticks :::beaware-very aware:::]] 011222 ... Toxic_Kisses may I ask you a question? (Besides the one I'm asking now) 011222 ... Mahayana: Zakah: Sangha Jewels of Refuge *nods head* you may ask 1 question but [cuz there *always* is a butt] you may not use any E's or T's, interpret this as you may [good luck blather-roo-ski] 011222 ... TK NM it's an imposible task to ask you what I want w/o useing the letter T 011222 ... ClairE Were you going to ask about "masturbation"? Or just "what..."? P.S. You are still not there... 011222 ... TK It was never my goal to be "there" why worry about their when I'm content being here. no it pertained to her hair. 011222 ... Mahayana: Zakah: Sangha Jewels of Refuge i was only teasing Toxic Kisses & hun think outside of the [], you could have done this. [i was only asing oxic Kisss & hun hink ousid of h [], you could hav don his.] [[please ask, i was only being silly]] 011222 ... Toxic_Kisses How did you do your hair, or should I say Skull? A sky so grand, is it lasting or w/ paint? How did you do such an amazing work of skill on ur skull? And sky color parts of ur hair that hang down, will it wash out or stay until grown out? If so how do you get it to stay? I wish to do my hair a color witch doth not wash away. -- Only one E I used*She says feeling all pouty and frustrated* 011222 ... Mahayana: Zakah: Sangha Jewels of Refuge c! C! c! now, THAT, was Phucking a-may-zon ::applauds:: i'll answer, once I return, I have to sign off for a wee bit, but i shall return, with answers in hand [neXt mission to type with no spaces] [[andifyoumessupandtypeaspaceinyouhavetostartalloversorrybutthosearetherules]] [[[good luck blather-roo-roo]]] 011222 ... TK R U Still Here? 011222 ... Mahayana: Zakah: Sangha Jewels of Refuge *blushes* yeah im still here afterall im a: blatherholic whats ^ TK? [are you still?] 011222 ... Toxic_Kisses "Still"? Still alive? Still Breathing? Still typing away my life for strangers to read? Still transfixed by the screen in front of me? Still unable to sleep? ...yea I'm still 011222 ... Mahayana: Zakah: Sangha Jewels of Refuge still ^ [up]? still living?, cuz one can be alive but not truly living Still catching your free falling breaths? Still entertaining the masses, in vulnerable yet precious ways? Still enthralled by symbols, text, and colorfull visions? Still an insomniac, like me? ...yea I'm glad your still...still'ing around [& hey dont worry about the otherday- it was beautiful in its own rights of lessons, love, and humanities, and my heart is still open] 011222 ... Toxic_Kisses I don't think I ever lived I simply seem to exist taking up space and oxygen. Don't get me wrong I want to live It's definitely one of my goals it just doesn’t seem to have happened yet. Mmmmm, that makes it sound like I WaItInG for something to just *BaM* suddenly happen, but that’s not true, I try to make things happen, I try to experience thing, and yet the more I try the farther away I seemed to be pushed (like reaching out ur hand to something you think is in your grasp only to have it some how just pulled away @ the last moment) but worry not that hasn’t kept me from trying again, maybe one of these days I'll get it right. After all to die w/o really ever having lived is one of my biggest phobias. [Thank you for being you] 011222 ... unhinged made me smile one day when i needed to most. some days i live my life for e-mails that lovely 011222 ... Mahayana: Zakah: Sangha Jewels of Refuge if you, declare it is so than it is so although, it was nix & nil compared to each and every quintessence if it was not 4 being so damn inhibited id be dutiful towards expending my days & evermore allowing you & others 2 smile through & through from side to side from end to end from beginning to end all the way through & through copious days when one, desires it a good sum of numbers & of course on behalf of no reason at all, as well. Endurance of life subsisting leasing others towards the very notion of worths: myself theirself the world the world we are creating via essence of eXpressions eXpressionistic filled essentials [ahh the oils of life] 011222 ... Toxic_Kisses Marry X-Mass you! 011225 ... Mahayana: Zakah: Sangha Jewels of Refuge Merry Christmas to you as well hun, happy holidays, and grand new year to you as well [thanks for being you & many blessings to you, your family, your friends, and your loved ones] 011226 ... Jenna I was wondering, what do you do [for a living] that allows you to keep hours so close to my own [even though you are 1 hour behind]? I have an excuse. I don't have to be at school for another week. You? :) 011231 ... Mahayana: Zakah: im your drug dealer you silly dope *giggels* did you forget... ¿*again*? [i told you that was some good [bleep]] [[its ok, your addicted to my products, what else can one say]] oh... so now they are *your* *own* hours *winks* [[eXcuses, X-cuses, eXcuses]] [[[your just full of em]]] [arent ya Jenna] 011231 ... Mahayana: Zakah: sErioUsLY nOw.[.].[.]. 1] full time double major at Uni, whom has taken one semester off (a much needed one as well), even though i closed on a house 1 yr go, & I am *still* doing major renovations during my self perscribed 'sanity semester off' 2] I dont work as of now, but have saved up some 'reserve' reverse cash flows, uni is all payed for, as well as, 'sort of' getting paid to attend uni, from various moneys left over from grants, awards, Phi Eta Sigma, high GPA's, deans list, etc. etc. etc. 3] Prior to & during some of college, i was a youth advisor through, St. Lukes Hospitol, within an HIV/AIDS prevention & education org. 4] insomniac, whom is *always keeping* weird sort of hrs, no matter how many jobs &/or higher education hours that must be endured [[ im full of eXcuses as well]] [[[eXcuses ... its whats for dinner]]] 011231 ... Jenna hehehe I_adore_you, Mahayana. You rock. I always keep weird hours too. School or none. I think with all that stuff you were working very hard. You are one of those people [a rare few] that actually *deserve* that semester they take off. I'm so glad you're here. For a while I was worried that it was just me and paste!. [scary] [My friend and I once convinced a bunch of 15-year-olds that he's my dealer *and* my pimp! HA!] 011231 ... Mahayana: Zakah: he-he-he -or- t-he t-he t-he -or- t-het-het-he awww *butterfly fuzzies* awww [[[butterfly fuzzies in mah heart]]] and i adore the adoring ways you adore inwhich i find myself adoring you through even more endearing adoring ways you: rock, teeter-totter, swing, sway, flow, splash, collide w/angels glide, resonate, free fall, you... are... what we all have lost & found *all* at once [i am *the night owl*] [[who-who]] [[[i am - i am]]] [i love paste!/ paste! enforces every-ting within me that has been UPS'ed away/ 4 so long] that free fall free fall that free fall way with words [[[wow, talk about double bonus days with Q-pons ... 'DD' and 'P']]] [[bowing down to your obviously convincing ways- with regards to baddness=goodness=silliness=sassiness]] [try to convince me of something jenna] ¿[do you know how it feels 2 be adored, by someone you adore yourself, & have been adoring for awhile now, its like building ice castles on your tongue, & never getting frost bite]? 011231 ... Jenna wow *sigh* 011231 ... Jenna word_association we just had the exact same thought: gag me with a spoon scary but way cool!!! 020102 ... Jenna well then you win :) I guess... 020102 ... cube get_type( laugh ); switch( laugh ) { case HE-HE-HE: // or case T-HE_T-HE_T-HE: // or case T-HET_HET-HE: // then silly_grrl = TRUE; break; // if none of the above default: silly_grrl = FALSE; } // this program could actually // be made to run // ³ 020102 ... Mahayana: Zakah: cube³+¹=damn ur good get_answer( giggles ); switch( snickers ) { break; // if all of the above default: cube³ = TRUE; } // this program could actually // be made to self destruct .oO[here fishy fishy]Oo. 020102 ... cube x = y = 1; if( mahayana_at_halkidiki ) ...message(x, y, "What are you doing in Greece?"); else ...message(x, y, "Where the hell are you?"); // the ellipses are only for spacing // ³ 020102 ... Mahayana: Zakah: i-'lip-s&s, Greek elleipsis ellipsis, ellipse, elleipein to leave out, fall short, from en in + leipein to leave i-'lip-s&s, e- [depending on how greedy U get] omission of /1/ or /more/ {words} that are /obviously/ understood /but/ that must be /supplied/ to make a construction /grammatically/ complete [if you wanna construct a house grammatically complete, than you must obviously understand you need to omit the graveyard, unless you want to supply the 'mez'en'song' for the neXt pultergist film] a sudden leap frog from 1topic2 another marks or a mark (as … or * or -) indicating an omission (as of words) [[[~~~or a pause~~~ ]]] such as: cube²+1 ... ive been wondering... are you more of a [...], [*], or [-] kind of blatherer i myself tend to sway towards [...] & [*]² one a good day that is ellipse 1b: F, F'foci; P, P', P''any point on the curve; FP +PF'=FP''+P''F'=FP'+P'F' [now that *thats* cleared or x(²) away] ...output (x, y, "I am at home, Wisconsin!") // the ellipses are only for 'heart' // ³ 'sing it' // totally ellipses of the heart 020102 ... Toxic_Kisses I'm so glad (More like ecstatic) your back, this place truly wasn’t the same while you were away 020106 ... ClairE Hooray. 020107 ... Mahayana: Zakah: taNk shOe: ToXic KiSses & Claire im not giving ^ the fIght just yet far far too many people 2: + harrass + tease + *b* sassy with its good 2 be back i misSed U gUys this much *stretches arms wide open* infinity /standing up/ times 2 [[8 x's 2]] |----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------| [[8 x's 2]] infinity /standing up/ times 2 020107 ... cube You just love contradicting me, doncha? ³ 020112 ... Mahayana 'if' you tell me: that 'i do' or 'do not' contradict you 'than' i could answer properly with the adequate contradiction :::giggles::: [if some individual -any individual- finger speaks something that gets me motivated, i can not help but 2 get my 53¢ worth in] ]do i blather stalk you & just say opposite of you, on everything, no, ... but that is a damn good idea[ ~¿ô {O .oO(what ya think)? 020112 ... (egotistical) cube You're too clever by half to be caught in my simple trap :-) If you were to contradict me on every point, you'd always be wrong! Ha! ³ 020113 ... TK Just felt like sayin Hi 020118 ... pushpins mahayana you are beautiful in your words and out in and out and might i add, your hair is to dye for as well. 020127 ... unhinged i take it you don't use aol instant messenger that makes me sad. it would be lovely to have a conversation with you. you do live in milwaukee right? i think i might be going back there this summer... 020127 ... Mahayana i do use aol instant messenger fireworxs feel free to message me any time i agree a conversation would be most lovely. -and- you are correct I [do] live in milwaukee. hey if you come to milwaukee perhaps we should go have a nice frappy or something at the starbucks on Brady street... one of my fav places in the city is brady street :) that is if you [even] would want to ... just a thought ... to keep in mind ... afterall i have no idea how busy you get when you visit 020206 ... ever dumbening She lays bare the world For us, for all to see. Take the pieces you Need, she silently Implies. The broken and beautiful Pieces of her of us of them Reassembled Reassemble Assemble A semblance of is and was And, yes, will be. She stains the glass Provides the solder the soldiers The lead. She points towards the