lusting_after_loneliness
Dafremen Lusting After Loneliness
R. Dafremen

Under this disguise I wear for you
Burns another fear
Lusting after loneliness
Brings me there
Until darkness falls then reappears
Lusting after you
Takes me from there

I can't stop throwing away
All of the things that I need inside
Pushing you aside I'm afraid
Here's your shot: I need you
Now, throw me away

Under this pretend I play for you
Pushing you away
Pulling back the loneliness
That our time betrayed
Until I'm wrapped in cold familiarity
Lusting after you
Takes me away

I can't stop throwing away
All of the pain that I feel inside
Keeps on coming back I'm afraid
Tells me that I need you
To throw me away

I can't stop throwing away
The reality of what I hide
I'm not that focused, I'm afraid
Here's your out: I need you
Now throw me away

Underneath these words I wrote for you
Underneath the pain they try to hide
Under these illusions lies the truth
Understand the way I feel inside

I can't stop throwing away
All of the things that I feel inside
I lust after loneliness, I'm afraid
Meaning that I need you
To throw me away.
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