little_kids_are_weird_sometimes
sabbie
everytime i remember something else i did, i think it
011217
...
fred they look at us sometimes with old wise eyes embedded in small bodies, those glances in the night are disruptives 040805
...
unhinged yes, arielle has that look. and it makes me wonder what is swirling around in her head behind her bottomless eyes. the more she talks, the more i wonder about this.

the other day my brother was trying to get her to count with him using his fingers. she got up to fine just fine, but when he stuck up his second thumb for six she said 'one.' no matter how my brother tried to explain it to her, everytime he stuck up his second thumb it was 'one.' a friend of mine says she should be a piano player. she can't tell the difference between 6 and 9 either. they are both 6. her brain fascinates me. too smart. too smart.
040806
...
uow i used to stare at lightbulbs for hours 040806
...
unhinged she likes to play with flashlights on the ceiling too all the while looking for woody from toy story one of her favorite disney characters 040807
...
curious... how old is she? 040808
...
minnesota_chris teenagers can be weird too... there was a boy, about fifteen, standing behind me whilst I was adding cream and sugar to my coffee at the coffee shop. He acted like he wanted to get something from the table I was at, waiting in an edgy, nervous way, looking everywhere but at the object of his attention. I finished my coffee and stepped aside. He just kept standing there, antsy. He wasn't waiting for anything at all, he was just uncomfortable in his own skin. 040808
...
Gay "scent"? 040808
...
mangrove so intensely energetically beautifully alive. 040808
...
unhinged she is a little over two and a half; and sometimes that is obvious and sometimes the depth of her eyes is frightening. i love her the best though cause she lets me eat her with kisses and play bongos on her belly and likes to hide in her tent with me and color with me. she was my saviour, the day she was born i inevitably began to turn around. it's amazing how holding life in your hands, understanding your influence, can change your life. 040809
what's it to you?
who go
blather
from