let's_not
amy it:
persistent confuse butter
ha confusing penis

she:
"you are so persistent", cocoa butter kids, confused

it:
fancy monkey secret
food therapeutic flashed
rename vannetter conciousness

she:
"needs a new name"

it:
security flow harmony
transfixed sugar homo
identity done close

she:
a name (blathes: identity)

it:
drowning quintessensual possibly

she:
{receives a "surprise" email}

it:
fling divorced woman

she:
ok...

it:
oaieng kennel plerk
suburban litotes unhappy
dogma powder endless
forever dali parallel
awake relative girlfriend
cream hurt levity
soleil hiccup metatags
forever joy crimson

she:
that's nice

it:
green etoys graces
river dragon irish
starlite untrained shallow
backdoor krill sniffle
in_between independant just
hiding miss whipping
am_stram_gram frigid bad

she:
rhymes, with my accent

it:
mine name soon

she:
okay...(blathes: three_words)

it:
ain't kill orangutan
transfixed straight snowmobile
maxine hydrochoric_acid anon

she:
"Maxine!" being john malkovich.

it:
werewolf pituitary diaper
mad planning hallucanitory
lucky jazzy piss
escape reality burble

she:
burble's not too much of an escape...

it:
terrible finn kissed

she:
that's too bad.

it:
macchiato anything fearful
except remarried fire

she:
...

it:
devil often meteorology
fancy popular raindrop
interesting promotion against

she:
oxymoron

it:
star cracker insect
spit compliments crypticism
moisture miss catastrophe

she:
{checks yahoo news}

it:
food blergh dice
foil relative cynicism
seattle mad deviation
eye invisible sugar_mice
shit weary definitely

she:
definitely?

it:
naked revenge dj
notes jinkies y2k
beaver sheep chasing_amy_theory
solidarity withered gopher
plank_length fallibleness guilty
star king_of_hearts squirrel
pond gopher intertwined

she:
hey gopher is in a different spot

it:
heavy frissing our
play xerox move

she:
what's the cat doing?

it:
churn by shakespeare

she:
that's pretty cool

it:
ha fish bitter_suite
saliva avoid coincidence

she:
i can't

it:
churn wild ink

she:
churn. (websearches churn + shakespeare for a possible new name, blathes: puck)

it:
foil reading taunt
youth chiaroscuro 29
tangent plerk xerox

she:
xerox and plerk are in new spots!

it:
good motivation wrong

she:
{feels like puck was wrong, but a good try}

it:
flesh d payment

she:
morbid. pay with your flesh. death.

it:
discrete explanation suicide

she:
!!!!!!!!
{sits for awhile}
sorry, no thank you.
{remembers another similar instance}

it:
xoxoxoxoxoxo chiklets impatience

she:
{scared}
forget your evil impatience

it:
mind xenomorph shadows

she:
xenomorph is one of my (many) favorites.

it:
oneness seems porcupine

she:
really porcupine!

it:
fair visitant collapse
rhymes addicted zed
27 without meaningless

she:
{a bit relieved} good. meaningless.

it:
fault place eggnog

she:
placing blame...

it:
month abba depressed

she:
depressed people. a month.

it:
zoophilic difference banshee

she:
screaming banshees, monkeys

it:
supercalifragilisticexpialidocious wandering comestible
exc unmordanted our

she:
is mordant morbid? (check unmordanted, no)

it:
hoax got dry

she:
good...?

it:
blind_curve polite pontificate

she:
...

it:
steal new_moon jack_of_diamonds
knowledge teardrop total

she:
i'd rather not think about it anymore.

it:
plane e birthday
alanis blergh minde

she:
i haven't told to whole alanis story yet.

it:
open every just

she:
no more

it:
fallway his wifebeater
jack hibiscus ideology

she:
that's it.


i'm killing time here, and this is a record of it. posted 10 pm PST, 1/6/00.







food therapeutic flashed
000106
...
amy that last part (food therapeutic flashed) was a mistake. 000106
...
lokkust I don't think so.

(food therapeutic flashed)

was not a mistake

. my vote is
. "to keep it"
000216
...
lotusflower yes! let's! let's!
....pweeeze?
000217
...
birdmad and say we did 010126
...
deb let's not pretend
we don't mind too much
anymore-
it's tearing me apart
having to watch the
second hand spin so slow,
the phone sitting silent,
laughing at me with every
circulation
i'm the perverbial child
stuck in time-out
staring at the flowers
just outside,
longing to play with them
"he loves me, he loves me not"

but he does love me.
i'm just stuck here
waiting for him
to call or drive around the corner
from colorado
and scoop me up
in his arms
and take me back with him

would you?
010126
...
paragraph It's my fault, for whatever reason, be it poverty or laziness leading to poverty. But believe you me... no one wants to see your smile more than I do RIGHT NOW, and no one ever will. 010312
what's it to you?
who go
blather
from