late_night andrea after living through the wickedness life has to offer, things like that should not seem so bad. but, I find myself constantly being irked by stupid little things. for one, other people’s idiosyncrasies ruffle my feathers and put me on edge. hypocritically, I expect mine to be accepted-no questions asked. still another, I sometimes wish to deny, to steal what fortune others possess, so I could ultimately live my goal as the greatest woman in the world. but despite my aspirations, I don’t do anything to further my progress and to start the steps towards making my childhood dreams become reality. copyright 2000 000522 ... apr!l sometimes the mood is thoughtful, and i can't help but succomb to it....little things to irritate me, little things to keep me up, my goodness, i ruminate like it's my J-O-B.....i didn't realize how good life was until i couldn't get to sleep yesterday...to think i'd ever forgotten what it was like to be me... my god, i've fallen into my same old disgusting routine..... 000904 ... fortwoitis Going through some old records tonight. Found several versions of Gershwin's "Porgy and Bess" opera but none will do. I hope i haven't lost the good one. I heard four other versions until i stumbled on the one that works for me. Same music, but totally different, because the arrangement is so much better....if only i could find the damn record. 000905 ... syd barrett LATE NIGHT When I woke up today and you weren't there to play then I wanted to be with you when you showed me your eyes whispered love at the skies then I wanted to stay with you inside me I feel alone and unreal and the way you kiss will always be a very special thing to me... When I lay still at night seeing stars high and light then I wanted to be with you when the rooftops shone dark all alone (I) saw a spark spark of love just to stay with you inside me I feel alone and unreal and the way you kiss will always be a very special thing to me... If I mention your name turn around on a chain then the sky opens for you when we grew very tall when I saw you so small then I wanted to stay with you inside me I feel alone and unreal and the way you kiss will always be a very special thing to me 010629 ... ever dumbening i think the reason i avoid going to bed so often is because sleep is the last thing separating me from dealing with tomorrow. 091130 what's it to you? who go blather from