kingsuperspecial
kingsuperspecial that's me.

that's about all I have to say about it, except maybe that it's a lot of fun, unless I've had a bit too much to drink, or I forgot to take my medicine.

(a)
010613
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florescent light you left out the part
about
you being,
well, you know, (old).
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kingsuperold oh, yeah.

plus, I'm a hick

saysyeehaw
010710
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florescent light oh my god
I screwed it all up
I tried to tell him how I felt
but it came out all wrong somehow
and he's not talking to me now
and because he's not talking to me
that means that I hurt him
and since I hurt him that means that he really does care.

I'm so upset
I don't know what to do
he won't talk to me online
he won't answer his phone
I'm going to cry
I'm thinking of going to his house
I'm so scared to do that though.

I told him that I thought he sucked
that's what I said
how could I say that?
I'm practically in love with the boy
What the fuck is the matter with me?
But what the fuck is the matter with him that he got so upset by it?
I was kidding when I said it, well half kidding. But I tried to tell him that I felt scared, and I guess my choice of words came out wrong. I don't know. If I luck out I'll be hit by a car on the way to his house.
God please hit me please please please
and make it a huuuge tanker trunk that will put me in a coma for 30 years so when I wake up, he will be 54, and I will still be 21, and he won't be dating material anymore.

I push everybody away.
010710
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Dafremen Good call. I believe this occasion calls for a poem:

Pushing You Away by ME

Hold me tighter now my dear
Than you have ever done before
I'm pushing you away I fear
Although there's noone I need more

I told you on the night we met
That it would come to this and see?
Although my heart will not forget
I'm pushing you away from me

Stop-me! Before it is too late
And I throw away what we
Still have, Don't let love turn to hate
Help me pull you back to me.

(Wrote that when I was about 17. I push too.)

P.S. The really good ones come back though.
010711
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florescent light help
I want to talk to him
I'm about to talk to him
help
you've gotta talk me out of it
I'm about to talk to him
help
no don't
yes you know you want to
no no no no
oh god yes
all I have to do is press the button
hold back my finger
hold it back
010713
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florescent light I'm standing my ground. 010713
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florescent light ohhhhhhhhhhh.....

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and kingsuperspecial was his name-o!
010714
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kingsuperspecial would you believe me if I told you I was in love with you?

I didn't think so.
pass the dog-o

ferchrissakes
010721
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florescent light I need to talk 010721
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florescent light now 010721
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kingsuperspecial disclaimer:

Blather, for me, is a form of trepanation, a way to rend conflicting states from my psyche, chew on them with some salt and vinegar, and wash them down with some rainbow sherbet. kingsuperspecial is a shell, a proxy, he is catharsis, emancipation, and schadenfreude. These are things that would leave acquaintances staring in open-mouthed horror, cause associates to say horrible things about me behind my back, and make most of friends stop returning my phone calls.

Not that many of them return my phone calls, anyway.

I created kingsuperspecial, but I don't have control over what he does. Think of it as a window into the subconscious and enjoy the ride. You can read or ignore as you like, but expect no logical explanation, no apologies, and absolutely no mercy what so ever.

We now return you to your regularly scheduled lobotomy.
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florescent light hearts.smiles
smiles.hearts
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hugs.silliness
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newyorkcity.sanfransisco
lily.cottoncandy
cottoncandy.lily
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010829
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not telling chick_magnet 011008
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not telling either well, it's pretty obvious who posted THAT little tidbit. 011008
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kingsuperspecial what? me?

damn...
011008
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Dafremen When I think of all of the things I could have done, could have had, could have achieved...

When I think of the things I might have had, the person I could have been, had I not picked up that pot pipe and taken my first hit at the age of 13...

When I think about it, it's so friggin' terrifyingly NOT me, that I grab the pipe in my mind and mentally take that hit all over again...just to make sure.

Don't do drugs kid...unless you'd be satisfied with living a half-assed existence as a druggie loser...the OTHER green meat.
011008
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god clouds and clouds.
salutedness
011014
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yummychucklefuckyou *********jealousy*********
rage
such anger....i'm shocked at this outburst of emotion.
doesnt
deserve
doesnt
shouldnt
grrrrrrr.

---- hehe
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someone no one everyone I wonder. 011018
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god tonya has a cat named sonya? 011018
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sheryl insanely beautiful 011018
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kingsuperspecial contemplates retirement.
Wishes he was a banana.
Pushes until he crosses a line
LOVES to get THE talk.
freaks out those closest to him.
has more to say than fits in one person.
should love himself more.
does not give a flying fuck.
only meets nice girls on the internet.

banjo, don't eat mr.rabbit.
011018
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yummyC your voice is pretty. 011019
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Effingham Fish Holy shit. You look exactly like my brother. Only, you know, different. 011031
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kingsuperspecial you mean, I have a human head? 011031
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nocturnal is a dirty old man. has issues with 15-year-old girls. sick pedophile for sure. 011031
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kingsuperspecial ahhhh yeeeeeeah.

here kitty kitty...
011031
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kingsuperspecial that all you got?
and I thought you were a bitch...

I guess the question remains;
whose bitch are you?

ha!
011031
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Effingham Fish And a beard. 011101
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fairydust tried to get my friend to name his penis after you, but nonetheless, he refused 011102
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yummychuckle I TOLD you you were a pedophile!
soooo
who else knows of this silliness?
feel guilty?

i don't think I'll visit this page anymore, it pisses me off. ugh.
011103
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kingsuperspecial name a penis after me! please please please [please please

that would be the peak of my career, I could retire a satisfied man.

oh, to dream an impossible dream
011105
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Dafremen Ok well, this will be short, I need to use the restroom.

Kss...I found a penis to name after you do0d.(Looks down at own crotch or ..."DaKing") Didn't we big fella?!

Alright, I REALLY gotta go drain "his majesty" man...congratulations.
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nocturnal hmmm. he either blocked me or has been spending an unusually low amount of time online in the past few days. interesting. 011105
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yummyC resting resting resting hiding hiding vacation vacation taking a break from everyone blocking blocking screening phonecalls evasive avoiding me evasive sad lonely sad black ooze 011109
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nocturnal I know DAMN WELL that he's drunk right now, and for once I am drunk as well, and where is he? not around. god damn him, fuck that guy. 011109
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nocturnal should stop talking shit about the south and about the New_Orleans Saints who are by far the best team in the NFL and who got cheated earlier today against the 49ers. but at least he's not a gossip. 011112
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yummychuckle hehehehehehehe
hahahahahahaha
hohohohohoho
HAAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAAAA
HEEEEHEEEEEHEEEE
HOOOOO boy...

that was a good laugh i had.
011112
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bandaids go to: my_story 011221
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you really fuckin should you should sign the fuck online. 020916
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squint kindsortaspecial.
no no just kiddding, m'dear.

(I hear he has a pet banjo!)
020916
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boiled potato this boy has nice cats.

but this boy himself is not nice.
020916
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kingsuperspecial do elaborate, if you will. I'm all ears.

Not denying

curious
020918
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squint get on AIM muthafuckah 020918
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kingsuperspecial shit's broke - stoopit bank proxy doesn't let me have any fun. I've had to actually WORK all week... 020918
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