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Fire&Roses with a pen and a sheet of paper i wrote the seconds away, traveling back to memories past to escape the tedium of today. I've thought about my mistakes and my triumphs, too, but when held up to the former the latter seem so few. I lit up the bright lights of good times and used them to color the bad, holding them like a weapon before me in hopes I won't be sad. I'm killing time with ink and tree and in return time's killing me. 030725
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paranoid martyr before the inevitable 030726
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Mahayana and slowly time shall pay the favor 030726
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thinkertinker Iain M. Banks anyone? Rapid Offensive Unit Killing Time.. 030728
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nomme we kill ourselves
over and over
again
again we kill ourselves
we sacrifice our time
we sacrifice
our time we kill
we kill ourselves
time and time again

yet we live
to live
yet we
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User24 Iain Banks, of Wasp Factory fame.. his releases under Iain M Banks are less popular, less trendy, but greater in number. I recommend "The Bridge" and "The Business", by Iain Banks 030813
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niska i wait until my boss leaves, before i do.

otherwise he goes through my desk. (for real.)

also, it's a handy excuse - that i was working late the night before - when i'm late in the morning.
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Strideo I used to have this book: 2001 ways to waste your working time. it was really weird. it had all these text book style illustrations and stuff.

it was funny.

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TheInventionsOfAKnight "And so The Queen bawls 'He's Murdering the time, Of with his head!!' And its been tea-time ever since..."

-Alice In Wonderland
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Death of a Rose time killers gather round, we have a mission to confound,

those of sweet compassion may,
stay, sing, while we will lay.

atop this mountain and view down there,
all the voices, lonely and in despair.

throw them ropes and urge them "climb".
So they can join us. Now that's sublime.
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phil Total Slaughter,
Total Slaughter.
I won't leave a single man alive.

La de da de dai,
Genocide.
La de da de duh,
An ocean of blood.

Let's begin the killing time
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Mr. Marked . 040214
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beorn thats what i come here to do. but its jsut killing time. not wasting it. there is a difference 040510
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seeking sight because if I didn't, then I'd have to think, perhaps, so I write instead, while away the minutes, purging the thought from my mind, moving it onto the screen and leaving it for the world to see, the product of hours, potential that could have been better spent, but wasn't

because if it were, I'd learn something, do something be something

instead i write of nothing, trying to become nothing, forever failing, there's too much, the bucket's not big enough to bail it all out
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Borealis *runs after time with an axe held above the head* 040623
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Time in the form of puredream *runs away* AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!! 040623
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Time in the form of puredream *flails madly* 040623
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Borealis *stares off at puredream wondering what has posessed her today* 040624
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hsgatincamail hackeysack hackey sack
hackeysacking hackey sacking
helpful silly games lead to the center of the dream. with enough mastery, any art is a path to greatness and greatness leads to god where we are one. at the end of time, where excellence and perfection in all practices becomes automatic, all aspects and compensations are clear and time is rediscovered as meaningless. in time's meaninglessness fear is relinquished and the master bounces lightly from tea cup to tea cup with a look of careless laughter on his face. it's this face reflecting back to you that you can do anything by the willingness to do it to the end of time. this willingness can instantaneously be accelerated to the one now by increasing the intensity of your attention and willpower to utilize all of your current resources to their maximal capacity. separately, each tool is a depressing dissappointment as it alone is proof that you could be trying harder than to only use one of your effort. but in an all out effort, every interaction you make in both external and internal worlds with the greatest dedication is a prayer for power to be more competant. the seemingly synergistic effect of using all the resources you can at your disposal shows you that you can do anything. when in fact what has changed is not so much the technology but the very spirit of willingness that goes hand in hand with technology.
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pow BAnG! BaNG! BooM! 040701
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me to the hamstermobile, batman!!! 040701
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hsg fear of love created the separation of truth into troublesome unconnected events.

kill fear and the wait for unity is over.

love one another and eternal happiness begins never to be taken away because it is the absolute choice in all directions to the souls who know that love is all there is.

undo the illusion of separation.

"eternal patience is genius"
michelangelo
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z die chronos die! 040721
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tessa does time ever die? 040721
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puredream are we assuming that time is alive? 040721
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kookaburra mebbe its already dead.
anybody been feeling stagnant lately?
is floating in space-WITH a oxygen helmet
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marked top
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deathofarose using rusty spoons 040912
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suicidalchinadoll watches bad flash animation rusty spoons against my salad fingers are....*shudders*....orgasmic... 040912
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cpgurrl die, die! 040912
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hsg time dies when you undream.

sober at the mountain top, see the whole landscape at once.
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cpgurrl always good 2 have oxygen! and oxyclean...they're paying me 2 say that 040913
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god tire iron upside his fat eddie munster head. better not. better not. 040914
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flowerock "Killing time that I left behind
Everything changes to a point that it stops and it turns around
It's coming for you now"
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z killing time, a great song by massacre:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=El-_oJd9QuQ
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