kicking_myself
ClairE You are right. I can.

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You are also right, "alive with brain damage" does suck. I'd better stop now.
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nom out of the house 060710
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the awful truth i am calling for help i am bad for my health
i am lying awake when i wanted to sleep
i am feeling ashamed got my damn self to blame
and i'm starting to die when i'm hearing you cry
i am up till the sun reaches in through the blinds
i am smoking my lungs i am losing my mind
i am calling for help
i am bad for my health
in the end i remain simply kicking myself

wipe the floor
with my brain
light the stove put my hand in the flame
grab the green
hit the bong
shove out the feelings i put on a new song
i cry
but i lie
now honestly darling which will you buy?

knock a door
with your name
i know it that we are the same.
let me in
see me grin
hold me close baby dont let the fever in
i die
you and i
which will it be babe the sun or the sky

i am cloaked in my stealth
protecting myself
i'm making cry and thats bad for your health
i am calling for help
i am kicking myself
i am kicking myself
i am kicking myself.
060710
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the awful truth you. you cry.

i hate doing this but i hate to see it more without it. because it doesnt make sense.
060710
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