ive_got_the_knives
so fucking lost i can just never tell
when i open my hands
which way they'll be pointing

and that's not fair
on me
on anyone around me

and if you woke up somewhere else, would you wake up as someone else?

i'm not sure
but i keep trying
every night, i'm trying.

i fell asleep in the park again last night.
partly from exaustion
partly from fear
and partly from the self distructive urge
the urge to self distruct

she was right when she said
its not that i want to die
it's just that i don't want to live like this
031203
what's it to you?
who go
blather
from