its_been_5_months Aimee It's been 5 since I was suicidal... it used to be once every 2 weeks. It's been 5 months since I've been depressed. It's been 5 months since I hated myself. It's been 5 months in which I've learned to love being me. It's been 5 months in which I've become proud of not being depressed. It's been 5 months in which I've worked hard on being happy. I've been happy for 5 months. 010714 ... florescent light That's wonderful. I'm so happy for you, Aimee. That will be one the the biggest acomplishments of your life. I've been through the same thing. You truely are a strong person. You should be proud. 010714 ... yummyC I hope in five months I can say what aimee just said. minus the every two weeks part. good job aimee, I'm glad ur happy :) 010714 ... mmm good job aimee. its been almost 9 for me. 010715 ... silentbob its been 2 weeks 010716 ... Casey 13 months for me 010716 ... DannyH Nearly two years which I've spent decorating the huge empty cavern that opened up inside me. I've really got it quite nice now. 010914 ... Aimee 7 months and still going strong... damn i'm proud of myself... 010914 ... lost it's been about a month for me. 010914 ... silentbob its been five months since prom. its been five months since they started going out. Somewhere between there. somewhere between hell and my train of thought. 010914 ... lovers lament it's been about 2 months for me. i always thought i'd hate myself if i was happy. i thought i could only like myself if i was scarring my body every few weeks, but i actually love my life now. congratulations aimee and everyone else who has been through the same thing. we are all stronger for it. 010915 ... silentbob i missed you amber, email me 010916 ... l o s t well i have been cutting myself a lot lately. i have been in a state of depression up until about a week ago. 011014 ... silentbob its been five months since june. i still feel like its summer. 011127 ... Zoe congrats all... it's been about a year and a half since i've been suicidal. it's been hard, but slowly i've come out of my depression. i feel much more mature now, and happy. 031023 ... x it's been 10 months 031024 ... phil It feels like today was five months ago, everyday. A long dream about dreary times without participating in any good happening. It feels so far away. But I want it to be next week, I want to fastforward to the day I anticipate. I always wish it was morning when I am trying to sleep, so I could get up and hurry through my day and then I would have time for a good morning next week. 031024 ... unhinged five months since we've been together every night four months since you shut me out three months since you occasionally pick up the phone two months since i thought about you at least twice an hour one month since i last talked to you one week since the last time you called it somehow sucks that break-ups are never clean and tidy little packages. i'm so tired of trying to figure out what you want. so tired. 031024 ... ClairE jeff_buckley i_want_to_talk_to_you_so_much modern_love once_again How things change. 031024 ... lovers lament it's been five months since i lost you. since you decided that enough was enough, that the world held nothing for you anymore. five months since you put the gun to your head. five months since i saw you. five months since i've felt myself. i'll never be the same again. i'd never loved anyone so fiercely as i loved you, and now i don't want to. i wish i could have kissed you one last time, said goodbye. i was the only one you didn't try to call that night, but i know you thought about me. maybe you were scared i'd talk you out of it...maybe i would have. there's so many things i'll never know. you've taken my happiness, every smile now is empty, my soul is lost. i don't care about anything anymore. i'm just waiting until i can see your face and be in your arms again. 031024 ... unhinged amber_jade there you are. i had hoped to hear something from you after that dream. 031025 ... celestias shadow congratulations to all of you :) 031026 ... Jen it's been three hours and I'm still not sure I don't hate myself yet 040911 ... unhinged i ran into your roommate last week on the sidewalk and couldn't remember his name so i just kept walking (the next morning his name hit me like a lightening bolt and all the feelings i buried after you told me i wasn't worth loving have been bubbling up like lava) 190930 what's it to you? who go blather from