it_was_worth_the_fall sab i have walked the path lined with broken saftey glass i have walked the path lined with pages from other books i have walked the path of a map of toilet paper and cotton candy kisses each step made the pervious one worth it and every time i turn i know it was worth it all 050214 ... .nom go ask alice 050215 ... . . 050611 ... god barely 050612 ... .fallen starting to think that it wasn't.... it was definately worth the journery....just need a new destination 050613 ... stork daddy eh...the fall was worth the fall! 050613 ... pete i think im going to miss the girl who has become a near stranger over the last year over the girl who has been a constant companion during the past few months when they both leave in the coming weeks... the first never fell into the black box that sucks away emotions, the second pushed to hard and ended up creating it 050613 ... unhinged but what are we now let me stand behind you to push you along let me stand behind you to stop anything else from going wrong and there were a bunch of street musicians gathered with their drums and guitars and flutes; maybe there's a big hippie community in harrisburg; and we stopped. most of the time you walked past such things cause i guess it was too much for you. but we stopped to listen and they were actually pretty tight, and as i held your hand i stood slightly behind you with my body softly, lightly pressed against yours because it made me feel safe to put you between me and the rest of the world. from the way you grabbed my hand, you made me feel safe. when i hugged you goodbye later that night, i could have stayed like that forever. something about your eyes and your hands makes me feel safe from the world. let me stand behind you this is the way it should have been all along you've got my heart in your hands don't get me wrong i could never have fuckme eyes for you cuddleme eyes loveme eyes but never fuckme eyes let me stand behind you it's the way i feel best about all that's been going on 050613 ... palm If I could say that. 050613 ... a chaotic gift to idealism so passionate are the words we speak. so few are the passionate who speak those words. lost amongst their demons. lost amongst the world. 050613 ... Soma to end up being held in your arms. I'd fall over_and_over and ever again if I knew that after each landing, you would be there to pick_me_back_up. 060801 ... misstree every now is paid for with the full weight of hte past 060802 ... f i would prefer not to ! and i'm not sure it is worth it "what doesn't kill you makes you stronger" sure .. true .. true but if you can avoid it .. at all costs... try not to fall. 060802 ... Lemon_Soda Had I wisdom, I wouldn't have fallen. Now I have knowledge, and will not fall again. 060802 what's it to you? who go blather from