it_hurts forever It hurts to watch them not be who they can be, it hurts to watch them degrade themselves. It hurts to watch them hurt, to watch them cry and to watch them be scared. It hurts to watch them grow up not knowing what they want. It hurts to know all of them have pain, to know that something is not right in there life. It hurts to watch them not live up to the best person that they can be. It hurts to watch people call them names becuase they judge the person on the outside and not the inside. It hurts to watch them leave, and it hurts to watch them not be faithful, not have a religion, not knowing God or beliveing in him. It hurts to know that there life will be worse, but not being able to help. I guess you just can't be a good friend if it does not hurt 010722 ... Spitter always 020201 ... she i feel your pain, forever. 020201 ... Mahayana _____________ ÿ your gone ÿ ------------- I am yearning 4 yOu 2 blather & oh how I most wontedly desired that you had blathered as well in the past, so that i might at least motionlessly be aware of your expressions neighboring my own but those in addition moved out & on [from time to time] [yeah] [every now and then] i prophesy yOu within blathers & i pine for it 2 be yOu i yearn for it 2 be yOu so misplaced in all your missings that you’ve appeared to be in attendance the most absent yet unaccompanied approach you can assume of ... my lexis thus far it has on no account been yOu & how it is oh so in the wrong that id leave behind opportunities to be acquainted with others, in hopes that it was you at the rear of mystifying sayings & switch names [whenever i read australia] [ache trinkets within] [like cathedral chimes calling me home] [god, i love you so] [and where] [¿where are yOu now?] [now that your gone] _____________ ÿ your gone ÿ ------------- [id relinquish the remnants of my life 2 be there in the company of yOu][if for even one year][one year just to be near you, eXplore the world ...abandoned buildings. farms. sheds. warehouses. waterways. private water areas. 1 year to know you.to love you. to be what you could do with][but no, i fucked up i couldn’t be [the real me- with you] as what you considered necessary ... a friend… and that was all... & i tried oh god how i tried even through all my flourishing love ...all those trees, vines, flowers enchanting off in growth & escalation and i had to tread heavily upon them all... suppress smother restrain them ... i endured all aching soreness… longing 4 yOu ... just to be in the vicinity of your voice ... your giggle ... & how when you giggled [I giggled] which you giggle even yet more … [i encompass much further to pronounce but i have 2 conclude now] [ i cant see the screen anymore through these rains ... still touching tramped on tress. vines. flowers that exist for you] [it hurts] [[it hurts]] [[[it.hurts]]] 020202 ... Mahayana : it hurts : how our willow trees entwined now only mine sways alone : it hurts : 020204 ... Arwyn knowing I'll never speak to you again. knowing that because of you, I almost lost my husband... 020205 ... lost having bad luck with parents. 2 fathers dead 2 mothers who dont give a shit. 020205 ... TalviFatin ...the degus scratched up my arm pretty bad trying to play jungle-gym. Looks like a masachistic night with a knife. 020304 ... Mahayana knowing i need to & want to be with you tonight & tomorrow... how more than anything to hold you would bring back something beautiful in my life ... how just to hold you would give me reason to live ... cuz right now i have [none] absolutely none ... i know i need to leave this place ... and it hurts that im still stuck here 2 afraid to take the first steps ... cuz i hate how ugly i am and how i have nothing to offer anyone ... let alone someone i deeply adore ... id hate to let you down ... to dissappoint you ... when youll see all myfaults in the light its hurts knowing ill have to leave everything behind that i worked so hard for ... and itll hurt the most to say goodbye to my beloved doggies it hurts knowing no matter how hard i tried ultimately you didnt & dont care anymore about me as a person when i endured all your abusive controlling and bossy ways .. all your rude comments about me ... all your manipulative ways ... the way i allowed myself to be stripped down so low that i can not even recognize myself ... that i do not even have any energy to leave ... all i want to do is lay in the snow and freeze just freeze it hurts how when i am at my lowest crying ... you dont even care ... and this is why i have to leave ... but it hurts the most that i can not remeber what it feels like to want to live ... right now i only have one reason to continue on and it hurts that i so hate who i am that i look in the mirror and can not bring myself to bring her such ugliness such nothingness ... such emptiness [its hurts how i dont even have any energy to birth these words more eloquently ... even my words are abound with ugly nakedness] 020304 ... she kiss it and make it better, please? 020304 ... g h o s t to be given a chance and to lose it in nearly the same breath 020304 ... Lilac_air to think I wasted all this thriving life I have for a empty black hole of a space you tried to beat me down and take all that I am and keep it hid even from me I stoped filling your emptyness and I am free But these scars i will wear forever 020328 ... Dafremen see also: FROG_BALLS 020328 ... onceidid Who ever finds prince charming anyway? Love hurts stay single forever 020331 ... trin the thing that hurts most is not that we're not together but when i call him and he answers and i ask what he's doing he says he's just sittin there with her and then i know what they're really doing because i used to be there and i know what goes on in that bed. i get jealous. and sad. it hurts. 020805 ... - - - - - so don't ask me to act like it doesn't 020805 ... oppressed_youth Everybody huuuuurrrts... Sometimes. 020806 ... oppressed_youth It hurts to stick your hand in a wearing blender. 020809 ... kss but the clearing was too far off; besides. Little Fortunato wanted to go with them. 3 After a vigorous defense he had succeeded in escaping. 041009 ... love & hate so bad, i cant even put words to it for it makes feel physically ill. I love you and i hate it! 041009 ... harry brook being dumped really hurts does anyone have any stories on it 041112 ... FACE! `_` \|/ /-\ 041112 what's it to you? who go blather from