it_doesnt_feel_right_to_look_you_in_the_eye
bic runga no way to be sure

why everythings turned inside out
instilling so much doubt

it makes me so tired
I feel so uninspired

my head is battling with my heart
my logic has been turned inside out
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yea torn apart?

i wasnt really listening, but i was
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sabbie
i stand above you, lying there, broken and torn but no longer bleeding, and i guess that's a good thing, and you're lying in a brackish pool of your own black hearts blood, your face is no longer recognisable, which i think you would be glad of, because really, you were always so image concious, and i grasp the knife i'm still holding, that i can't let go and i can't help but feel just a little responsible for your condition.
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oldephebe ((shiver)) 030825
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jane there's something about his icy blue eyes that makes you feel like your soul is being violated 030826
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oldephebe again ((shiver)) 030826
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mon and this is why i don't connect 030826
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somebody Ok, you are one fucked up individual Sabbie. 030826
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jezabel knowing what i want to use you for. 030827
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silentbob you are far too beautiful 030827
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pSyche Maybe it's because I see that you look right into my soul.
I don't what you to look there.
I feel so safe when I look in your eyes,
and I've never felt that way before.
I don't know if I want to feel safe now.
I really don't know what I want.
But I know that
I don't want you looking at my soul
because I'm scared...
that you'll stop looking at me.
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minnesota_chris it_doesnt_look_right_to_feel_you_in_the_eye

is on a roll with the word plays!
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monee it_doesn't_feel_right_to_cook_you_in_the_pie 041221
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Δ Are you going on a date? - asks the girl.
Why you ask?
Why are you all dressed up?
This is what I usually wear out.
No, you're going on a date. You asshole.
!
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unhinged because if you saw what was in my heart
for you
you'd cut_and_run
just like everyone else



they say a downward glance
is a sign of low self_esteem

because the last one
that knew me from my eyes
( heroin_doll )
i have finally picked myself back up
and let_go
from all the little pieces
our separate lives
left me in
because he could look in my eyes
and understand
place the perfect words in my heart
whispered_in_the_ear
and it took years
to gather myself back to me
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. so
i moved across the country
and became so accustomed to
being alone
my lips, tongue, voice
are paralyzed from it
230420
what's it to you?
who go
blather
from