inexplicable_rage
J the one thing i can think of that makes me angrier than most anything else is when somebody ignores me and pretends im not there so they wont hafta talk to me. like they dont see me standing there. like everything is fine and they arent doing it on purpose. that kills me. i dont really know why it does. it enrages me tho...to the point of violence and believe me im not a violent person. but when somebody does that shit to me i flip and i want to beat the shit out of em. maybe it has somethin to do with a past life. iiii dunno. 020912
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taojones oh buddy you bet. and everything just slides around in that belly like syrup and your hands are shaking and your right; you dont know why it happens to be that one particlar thing or idiosyncrasy or whatever. but buddy oh buddy, when it rises it rises like a gospel chorus from the satanic chamber itself.

Rise! Rise! Rise!
Strike! Strike! Do not Yield unto Thy Enemy! Strike him down!
Rise! Rise! Rise!

I N E X P L I C A B L E R A G E
021203
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unhinged "i can't believe i'm seeing this."

oh how many times i've thought the same fucking thing about you. you should really get over yourself now. but yet this whole encounter is still enough to make me seethingly angry all goddamn day. when did you ever care as long as i wasn't saying bad things about you? fuck off.
021204
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Smurfette someone like to post under this one right know? 021205
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shitfucker i'll post my cock in your soon to be bleeding dry little hole 021205
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Smurfette maybe Bastard Smurf??? 021205
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blown cherry the come down
burning and furious
seething with hatred

but it's aimless
a fully loaded bazooka
inside a broom cupboard full of daisies.

No choice but to wait for it to pass,
til the tightness loosens,
and the flames flicker out.

There is no rhyme
there is no reason
there is no cause but the chemical haze

there is no solution,
but rather gentle relief
in the soft warmth your touch
021206
what's it to you?
who go
blather
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