in_nothingness mahayana _i_found_everything today i realized i just have to keep reminding myself that no matter what i shall lose there are a few certainties in my life that i can never lose in many respects i feel huge amounts of loss yet [why] why should i, perhaps this is eXactly what i need, to be freed to start over again- fresh -anewed these are only but things and what i do have can never ever be taken away from me and it is [[these]] few things that i cherish the most in life [[i am loved, alive, & well & this is all that matters]] :: this is all that should matter :: in_nothingness_i_found_everything 020416 ... god everything_is_made_of_nothing 020620 what's it to you? who go blather from