in_my_nightmare_i
squint is insane under restriction of a label
where you're back and forth
and its not
confusingly magnetic
just poetically misinformed
misnomer polararity has been
switched
gritting my teeth and running top speeds
held back
battery forces
and sickly acid
melting the encouragement and
deterior interioration
but its ok cus my face is gone
singing lullabyes to
the babies I won't bring into
this world
though everyone wants to
impregnate me
or be a dad cus everyone
is so ready
and the type
that
she tripped over pink shoelaces
and bubblegum
melted in my moms car
into some number of years
where I know I skipped something
cus here I am
twelve years old but I'm twenty
or whatever age I want
what would you say
I'm still a fetus
can't be the type
for that type
double A
runs me at night

dream of black
020902
...
rhohypnol running. turn the corner. another dead end. falling.

find me. catch me.

hold me.
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what's it to you?
who go
blather
from