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shiva "isn't it so much more exciting knowing that we aren't supposed to be doing this?" she asked, hovering over me, the pressure of her adoring lips still perceptible on mine.
hiding my confusion, i responded with a faint, yet affirming smile.
"but why aren't we?" i thought to myself, as we migrated to her bedroom.


oh. now i understand.
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ClairE Everyone wants to be. I think it may be more important and helpful to be in_love_with_yourself first. 011202
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Annie111 For you to say into her face,

"Im in_love_with_someone_else"

And shoot a brief look in my direction, like a grappling hook.
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Willow9880 that's what he is, i guess, in love with someone else. he tell's me he's in love with me, he tell's me he loves me more and more everyday. what a LIAR. you've been caught you fucker, but you just don't know it. i love you enough to forgive you, to still keep loving you, but you're hurting me. why? are you "in love with someone else"? if you are...why do you tell me you love me. you've been caught for hurting me and it's killing me, but you just don't know it because i'm playing your game, along with you. i know you're "in love with someone else" and not me. stop lying to me, i saw what you did and what you said, stop all your lies. 011202
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anti-social butterfly and he said, "i am in love with someone else. i don't know if i really did love you in the first place...". well fuck. so glad i spent so long believing that you had actually loved me. in_love_with_someone_else, these words have hurt me to the core. 011202
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ClairE OK, no_one shut me up.

Punch to the face.
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silent storm I can never be what you want. I will never be what you need. You're not in love with me, my darling. You're in love with the dream of me that you have created. 020107
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trixie I'm in love with someone else
and
it's you

oops i know you dont like to hear this from me
sorry
i know
i know
it wont happen again
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[.x.] [have her shes free]
make all the moves you want
i wont care anymore
i wont have to be told im wrong b/c im the only one who gives a fuck about the situation and why can i not get over it- perhaps b/c everyone but me wants to pretend that it didnt fucking happen ... well heres to pretending, heres to making life easier

enjoy your easy life
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Perplexlypuzzled We're over now and though you didn't say goodbye, I did. You cheated and your fiance moved in with you still. Not me. Not me. We're over now and you can get over it. I don't love you any more, and I'm not sorry. Your best friend is better. He loves me. Get over it because I love him too. 031015
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sabbie today i'm in love with lots of people

for today is a Good Day for heads and sabs and stuff.
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ClairE Again and again. Not quite in, not quite out. I want to be rid of it, stripped of this need. I want to be pure and clean and quiet, as distinct as a leaf. 031016
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stork daddy please tell me it's my alter ego 031016
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Jane Doe you are? good for you. I'll go back to my room and quietly commit self destruction now. 031222
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Bloody_Spit why do they hate me?
easy life? that requires more money don't you think? and it really isn't easy now is it, i mean with all the peer and social pressure. this is not an easy life and i don't love you
i fucking hate you
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what's it to you?
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