in_love_with_a_concept
anyeverynonedone a concept, not a reality
nothing real can measure up
someday it will all come home to roost
the mundane
the imbalance
the wanting
the bullet

no snooze button
the clock ticks on.
sorry, kids, no sick days left to burn

the steam roller is coming
no matter what
at best you can slow it down a bit
but try not to forget
that no matter what you do or say
you are telling a lie
your name is on the list
that is just the way it is

ouch
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ixix erection erect boner 040102
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magicforest in love with the idea of evie was harry 040102
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Syrope i feel so beautiful, and i want to feel like this all the time, but i don't trust it. it can't be real. i want to stop looking at this concept of myself and see what i'm really made of. i'd be so repulsed. how can something so fleeting mean so much? i'm just a concept of who i want to be, in love with this concept of what i want from him, and no one's even close to being real 040102
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emmi i'm in love with the concept of happiness. sometimes i panic... maybe it's just a dream. or maybe i don't deserve it. 050930
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inlovewithamemoryioncehad i'm not trying to put him on a pedestal, i'm just waiting until he gets there himself. 050930
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