immobile ClairE all i can do is keep walking back and forth and back and forth and it's all my brother's rap music and waking up and eating red meat and walking into the bathroom and brushing my teeth and walking out into the golden light and the same old fights and going out and coming in worrying wishing praying then next day happiness and it seems all the same. the snow isn't coming. but even if it did, it would be no event, even if a red cardinal went and died on our lawn. it'd just remind me of my blood on the snow. 011231 ... (hyper) cube Claire Elizabeth! Get out of your parents house now! Don't pack! Don't look back! It's affecting your mind! Call me from the nearest phone booth - i'll come pick you up! ³ 011231 what's it to you? who go blather from