im_not_here_this_isn't_happening x Lately, I notice that I don't want to be anywhere. This makes existing difficult. 030709 ... silentbob radiohead 030709 ... paranoid martyr maniac violins 030720 ... jane what is reality 030720 ... Aimee and if I keep my eyes closed long enough it'll all go away. I don't want to hear your voice I don't want you to touch me, I'm not here! 030720 ... jane you do it to yourself, you do 030721 ... celestias shadow watch_me_disappear 031129 ... Deomis I'm stuck in this nightmare Can't get out The walls are high And I'm in too deep Trapped in this cage A prisoner to my fear Please let this be a dream Let it be a lie This can't happen to me 040724 ... ... but it can happen to you but you need not be afraid 040724 ... nomme) it's not happening - the be good tanyas 050615 ... innocent insect anywhere_but_here i_disappoint_me 050616 ... a chaotic gift to idealism hysterically rocking myself back and forth, i sometimes repeat these words to myself. usually occurs when a loved one is screaming at me. like it's a bad dream and i'm somehow going to chant myself awake from reality. 050616 ... unhinged 'this is not my life, it's just a fond farewell to a friend' elliott_smith 050616 ... a chaotic gift to idealism and my devil stands over my weakened body as i chnt away. gazing at me with his haunting shallow eyes, speaking in tongues of ancient worlds never seen by the like sof mortal man. he gazes down upon my fragile body, and in his babble, i understand what he speaks and he speaks only these words... "oh yes, but it is." 050617 what's it to you? who go blather from