im_dying_inside the_dark_knight so please please call 000808 ... lestat it's only mortal death we all go through it. 000919 ... silentbob i wonder if im sad inside i obviously dont care outside 000920 ... sabbie what i could never ever understand was how nobody ever saw what was going on inside. how did i spiral down like that so fucking fast so fucking deep so fucking dead and noone ever noticed? and noone ever cared enough to bother helping 001023 ... grendel maybe the gravity well will consume me from within perhaps i can implode 001023 ... TheLove Revenge of The fact that I'm writing under this is an insult to myself. How about this? How about, I trust you with EVERYTHING. Let's just say I tell you EVERYTHING, about how you, my best friend, have a boyfriend I adore more than my own life. I refuse to say love, because it's exactly what you want, you stupid bitch. But back to the point... Say I tell you everything, all my problems, and then let's say you do the typical thing for YOU and start talking about YOU and what HE says to YOU that's so outrageously horny and you "can't understand why" in your second-skin shirts and well advertised underwear. Me, in my baggy pants and shirts, and everyone telling me,"You'd be so pretty if you wore this." FUCK OFF. How about you twist the knife a little more? While I'm weeping wretchedly on the phone, wracking long sobs out of my body, how about you just keep being the selfish bitch you are? Actually, I wanna thank you for that. The fog has lifted, and now you will never have me to bitch to ever again. 001220 ... jennifer and nobody knows it but me 001225 ... xipe totec but it's only figurative gangrene of the soul 010204 ... Arwyn knowing that I can't see you. Knowing that you're not there when I have a nightmare. Baby, I need you. 020525 ... three words trapped_inside_words im_dying_inside person 050606 ... stork daddy wheweee and we can smell it. 050606 what's it to you? who go blather from