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yummychuckle I'd wait. I would do what dafremen told me too.

Even if he is a big asshole, he does have a point.
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whoremaster oh shit. 010718
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his sexcellence you know what we have to do now, don't you? 010718
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tiny snapdragon i wouldn't. 010718
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silentbob i woul dhave asked you out that night in forest city. we made such an excellent pair. 010718
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birdmad i would have told you the moment i knew
that january night in my living room.

i would have acted on that sudden flash of instinct and planted that first_kiss on the back of your neck as i was dyeing you hair and whispered it in your ear.
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kerry i would have gotten rid of you sooner.

but hell, it's okay, at least it happened sometime.
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anyway This page appeared, while I with tears in my eyes, thought 'if only I could have made you feel better!'.
If I could have another chance, i would have tried harder, I would have known what to do, I would have ...been a failure. I know. I would have done exactly as I had done, and I would wish I could change something in you.
i would wish you would answer my emails, maybe answer my calls...

I'm just...playing the facade game. of course i care--I'm supposed to. what is truth? what do I really feel? who do I REALLY care about besides myself?
i am
ugly rotten poison sad.
so ANYway...
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reitoei i wouldnt be here 011229
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hey now! i wouldnt take it 011229
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silentbob i don't know how i could have done it differently 011230
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Mahayana: Zakah: [would it be my 2nd -or- 3rd helping] 011231
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ClairE hey now! totally stole my line. 020101
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Mahayana: Zakah: ...
id give it to that lady
i always saw on the streets
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carne de metal It wouldn't be fair on the rest. 020206
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Arwyn i wouldn't take it. 020207
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fiona apple i wouldn't know what to do with another chance
if you gave it to me

i couldn't take the embrace of a real romance
it'll race right through me
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fiona apple it'd* race right through me 020207
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Mahayana ...2 Spire
a coil
the windings of a serpent
a shell
to breathe gently

if i could have another chance
i would have only breathed gently
within my shell
& never ventured forth
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lady lunchbox i wouldn't change a thing, not even that one horrible mistake we made...because i grew as a person due to the things we went through. i realize that things happen for a reason...things drove me away from you and straight into his arms, and i couldn't be happier. i don't want another chance with you...i'm taking chances with him now. 020208
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Freak If i could have another chance there is not a thing I would do differently. The reason being that if it was different then things wouldn't be the same as they are now sense all we are, are the outcome of all our decisions. 020509
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Afro I don't know exactly where I would be, but it sure as hell wouldn't be here. 040408
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Syrope i wouldn't leave so quickly. i'd stay and nuzzle into your chest. i'm not who you knew me as in high school but last night you made me feel like things didn't have to be the way they are. i liked being able to laugh with you. i wish i'd gotten to know you better in the clubs we were in together, but being comfortable enough to laugh with you meant a lot. i haven't had enough silly_sex lately.

and i still smell like your cologne.
you surprised me with your gentleness, leaving me open to hurt today. i'm convincing myself that you won't call again, so don't go fucking this up unless you plan to stick around and listen to me whine.
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once again A pointless question, but none the less, it's one that's often asked... if you could do it over... what would you change. I used to say nothing, nothing needs changing... but honestly I'd like to think that "if" I ever got another chance I'd do it right, whatever is right, because I'm sure... not 100%, but sure that this is not right.

So I'd like to think that if I got to go back, even if I didn't know how it had turned out the first time, I'd like to think I'd get it right that time. They say you should always give people a second chance... but I'm not so sure they're right.
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random blathe generator i wood lurn two spelll adn tipe better, 060323
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