i_wish_movies_were_real bijou that boy on american beauty that cries because everything is just too beautiful he feels like his heart is going to cave in. sometimes i feel like that. but i am real and i have a real life. he's just in a movie, reading his lines. perhaps he doesn't really know what it's like. is he real? will someone help me find him? 011006 ... bijou so_lonely 011006 ... nah....! bijou, no one stares the way we do. 011117 ... yummyC american beauty is a great movie... ultimate twisted romantic fantasy of mine. running away with a guy you hardly know that deals drugs to newyork to live alone. its everything wondeful. all done. 011118 ... nemo first time i saw it i was tripping 011118 ... yummychuckle wow. that was SO interesting!!!!!! it wouldn't be so fun if nightmare on elm street movies were real. maybe it would. who knows? 011120 ... unhinged then all my fantasies of the past six years wouldn't be fantasies anymore... 011120 ... silentbob i wanna see movies of my dreams 011120 ... paste! i need a car you need a guide who needs a map. 011120 ... daxle if I don't die or worse I'm gonna need a nap 011208 what's it to you? who go blather from