i_wanna_hear_you_say Mahayana i can hold fire in my hand 020216 ... i can hold fire in my hand and in my pants 020216 ... i can just joshin ya 020216 ... lady lunchbox that you want to spend forever with me...but that won't happen 020216 ... Toxic_Kisses I think of you when I'm with her 020216 ... searching that you miss me 020216 ... bethany you're a stone fox so jump up on my white steed and we'll ride away to nirvana coz you know you're all i need 020216 ... hey now! i can hold fire in my hand. and when i let it go, it goes "whoosh!" 020227 ... nolear that you're feeling better. that you're sure you'll be fine. that you're getting help. that you're really truly okay inside. 020227 ... yummyC "i figured out that I don't love you (because, well, frankly, neither of us are ready for that) and I have been working on things and I knocked it off with all that drug bullshit and I'm starting to see that I'm not all that bad. I actually like myself!" 020227 ... Syrope that you're proud of me, that i'm gonna be alright, that it's ok that i don't feel like smiling all the time, that i made you happy at some point, that i had a lasting impact on someone, that maybe tomorrow i will like myself... 020228 ... blamethesky i need you 020228 ... Arwyn I will love you until the end of my days and into the next life. 020228 ... distorted tendencies That you've figured things out and realized I was right. That you'll start taking things seriously. That you love yourself. That you love me most of all... And that you mean it, all of it. 020228 ... blasco why is everyone so unhappy? A friend told me today, and it is true, that if you relax your stomach and figure youself flying you will detach yourself from your problems and get happy. I suggest you all try it. 020228 ... phil I wanna hear you say something you think has no meaning, but then realize that you just wrote for the first time. 020301 ... she Fuck me, Beautiful! 020301 ... yummyC "i loved you. and I still do." and no its not directed at anyone who will ever find this. 020302 ... good people get nekkid, lets wrestle! 020302 ... pralines&cream ditto, she 020303 ... sad girl "i'll go away with u and we can start something together" 020303 ... girl "i think i love her and i realize that it has been dead with us for quite a while. i still want to be friends since we have been through so much and know eachother so well. i think id be a better big brother to u than a boyfriend. and im moving out and will continue to send my half of the rent" 020303 ... lycanthrope don't skimp with the canola oil...that's what the plastic sheets are for. or...how bout a cuddle 020303 ... Ivonna H. DUMB ASS!! everybody... camon... DUMB ASS! 020305 ... Mahayana i wanna hear you say ... youll ... hold fire in my mind 020305 ... blown cherry come with me 020306 ... silentbob "I love you, i need you here" ataris 020306 ... Mahayana that everything will be ok & that you believe in me [{and i remembered you already did}] over & over in so many loving ways :: thank yOu :: 020307 ... blamethesky that you listened to the side of the tape i made you. i listened to your side as soon as i got in the car. i spent a lot of time on it for fuck's sake.... 020307 ... R. Wake up, you're having a bad dream. 020308 ... !! that it wasn't me, that it was you. That you know i gave all i had. That you don't desearve me. That i'm full of things to share. that... 020308 ... Mahayana i_wanna_hear_you_say i_wanna_hear_anyone_say come live here, ill put you up in your own room that you can convert into a studio and you can be my personal artist / slash business partner that is dedicated to eXpressions arts consciousness together well start an avantgarde/experimental/recycling artistic eXpressive business i shall tend to your: +room +food +& board ]so as long as you keep on creating ]so as long as you create the website ]so as long as you try to incorporate recyclables into your worxs ]so as long as we share profits ]so as long as you fill my walls, halls, and life with art i shall tend to your: +room +food +& board so you can make your: +films +videos +blk & white photography greeting cards +relief prints +compile writings into anthologies +burn written word CDS incorporating insturmental sound collages +make journals +make handmade paper +composed framed artworks +compose framed photography +gourd artworks +one of a kind potpourri +convert old couches into backyard wooden benches +create wind music with winchimes +create all sorts of windchimes +photography etchings [i had a dream about this lastnight & woke up thinking [[[fuck]]] why didnt i dream of this earlier]:: this is beautiful :: [THIS would be the perfect life for me] ability to dedicate every moment creating ... recycling... expressing worxs of arts ... in lue of room, food, and board & also would share the profits from the sold art worxs with my [living expenses investor so to speak] [[[i love dreams that make me smile]]] [[and somehow give me hope in life]] and if i am able to someday [i shall offer this all to someone else] so they dont have to say i_wanna_hear_you_say i_wanna_hear_anyone_say... 020308 ... jackie "voodoo" mc cracken the title of this blathe reminds me of that scene in "The Serpent and the Rainbow" where the guy from the Tonton Macoute has the researcher strapped to a chair, threatening to drive a spike into his groin and tells him: " i_wanna_hear_you_scream " 020308 ... my little secret I've missed you. 030808 ... megan you can't stand it when we don't talk even if only for a day, and when you're near me you can't keep your hands off. (because my ears yearn to hear and my fingers touch) you always think about me. even dream maybe. (because you have a space in my heart) and it almost makes me cry when we're cuddling and you look at me and say you love me so much. (because it sounds so pure and honest) you make me want to be a better person. (even though you're perfect already) you need me and can never live without me. (because you have my forever) you're gonna love me forever. i need to hear that again. (because i can't hear it enough) 030808 ... megan after reading those through and doing some research, i just realized i've heard you say all those things sorry. just not a very good day. would love to hear them again though :) 030808 ... wouldnt you like to know I'm going to make you call me daddy. 030808 ... bloody trail All is forgotten All is forgiven I'm yours, be mine 030828 ... girl_jane I don't want to be with you anymore... It'd be easier for me. Then I wouldn't have to say anything. 030828 ... jezabel "fuck me" in russian. 030828 ... mon something say_something_please 030828 ... imposter I feel something for you. You make me happy. I love you. Hold me, kiss me. We are OK. 030917 ... somebody "I'm going to work at home from now on and and one week (9 days) out of every other month you and I are going travling togeather" "I cant stand to be around her any longer I quit" "She's moving to New Zelend" "I'm takeing the next few days off work to spend time w/ you" "lets go!" and spontainious unplaned 15 day travling advinture insues! 040103 ... smurfus rex jezabel: "yohb' menya" (but my russian is dusty) 040103 ... karl the weed "just kidding, i love you" 040103 ... delial "I do." 040104 ... jane you want me to come home 040104 ... jezabel thank you, smurfus. every other request i can think of should not fall on the ears of youngsters. 040105 what's it to you? who go blather from