i_turn_the_music_up
grind trying to drown out the
yelling
voices downstairs

i_hate_this

someone call me tonight
(its like this everynight)
i just want to be with my freinds
(i want to pretend everythings fine)
if you don't thats fine
(please, i can't stay here)
i guess i could just "deal with it"
(cutting smoking sleeping sex)

no, its ok. i'll be fine.
(i'm lying)
031116
...
danica dance, spin, louder, faster.
anything to help me forget, music is my only drug.
i am liquid motion, constantly reforming, molding, moving
i don't want to think right now, my body hits auto pilot
and i can't hear them anymore
and the lights are flashing, darting
and i am the center, focus, limelight.
because i'd rather be oblivious to the noise,
i can't stand your constant parade of problems
so i shake loose, in a moving blur of noise.
every song is my favorite, i turn it up louder and louder.
i crash, turn off the music and creep into bed.
031204
...
Jaguar [I'm taking a baseball bat to your stereo.] 031205
...
pipedream and my feet will take
their own path
031207
...
karl the weed and i fortify myself behind my wall of anger. 031207
...
Deomis I keep trying to drown that big world out
To drown myself in the beat
The rythym and the noise
I'll keep pounding it into my skull
So it will reverberate for years
And I won't have to listen to "them"
040830
...
Lila Pause In the summertime,
turn the music up.
And let the neighbours
all be jealous
of your cutting-edge taste in music.

- Pink_Floyd forever!
040831
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