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stupidpunkgirl it didn't even take that long.
i'm getting better at it.
you're already scared of me.
you're not sure how to react.
silly me, i forgot.
you don't say things like that to someone you've just met.
they'll run
no matter how willing they are to understand.
silly girl, people don't want to know the worst side of you.
you should of known.
you scared the last one like that too.
silly, stupid girl.
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silentbob wow emily...
that hits me right here
*points at his left temple*
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stupidpunkgirl don't hurt yourself bobby 010108
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unhinged yeah....

i always start out with the worst. if they are still around after that all the better. you do get kinda lonely that way though. laugh...just once. then i know how it is.
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grendel i guess i'm not the one you want to hear these things from

i could have guessed, but i had to know
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misstree because you know i spoke the truth. 010124
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Casey I think I scare Unnoticed Romeo, or maybe he just doesn't like to talk to me 010610
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*Ziima* I think i scared you, Daniel...and I'm sorry. Maybe if I had waited a few more weeks, months, or years...everything would be fine. But still, it was eating me alive, I had to tell you, and now you wont talk to me. What kinda pussy are you? I just wish I knew if I did scare you, or you just havnt read your e-mail. I'm sorry if I frightened you...but I cant help what I feel. Its your fault for being so wonderful. 010610
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decide to walk with me (around the lake tonight) don't be afraid, i didn't mean to
(...so help me jesus)
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nah....! i know i did. oh, well.

thank you kurt vonnegut, for saying
"so it goes,"
because that's the fucking truth if i've ever heard it.
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scared of chaka we're scared_of_chaka 011117
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yummyC dude dude unhinged...
so do I. guys arent worth hanging around if they can't handle me. it would be a waste of time and emotion.
maybe.

i think i scared that guy at the beach away. i was high and drunk last night and I thought calling him at 12 would be a good idea.
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yummyC hey.
i didn't scare him away.
DUUUUDE!
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whoknows BOO!!!!! 011120
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nah....! oops.
did it today. blue_ice
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nah....! but hey, wait, you fucker! you alarmed *me*, too.....you think just because you are so fucking calm and cool and fucking collected after the initial shock to me that it's all over and done with? um, no. thanks, i'll be over in the corner with my sore eyes. 011120
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ClairE but what else is new? I mean, do I ever censor what comes out of my mouth.

Yes, I do, but many don't think so. I guess I seem more eccentric and less mean than I really am.

Insisting on honesty scares people more than threatening them. I guess it is threatening them, in a way.
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Piso Mojado ditching me because you were afraid i was going to ditch you. thats so cheap 021219
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