i_reached_out
Mahayana you shoved me away

[theres nothing more to say]
[nothing more i can do]
[i give up on everything]
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silent storm What?
I pushed YOU away??
You're the one who gave me the ultimatum. And why? Because it was 3 am, and I was tired, sad, and upset because nothing I do seems to be good enough for you. Oh, but if I decided to go to sleep, I was putting myself before you as I usually do. That's not true, and you know it. If it were, why would I call you hoping to catch you at home and knowing that my bastard parents would be home at any moment? Why would I put myself at risk for you and for us if I was only concerned with myself? And that's just one example.
Sorry, darling, but I don't call what happened between us "reaching out" on your part.
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IB _r_e_l_a_x_ 030617
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sixteen this is only from the point of view of some fucked up girl that is half attempting suicide...
but i really think you two should talk and get everything together because I can relate to BOTH of you all too well...


to the point that soap operas are making sense......this world is going crazy...!
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sixteen and I put too much horrible love into blather

to see my favorite (yet unspoken) blatherskite feel so awful, and feel the same sort of torment that I am busy trying to put myself through. I really love you. just talk. please.
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what's it to you?
who go
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