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PISSED ! THIS IS SHITE! IT WILL ALWAYS BE SHITE! LIFE IS SHITE! IT'S BORING! I WANT OUT OF THE HOUSE! WHY CAN'T I JUST FIND SOMETHING TO DO? 070715
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Lemon_Soda Your paralyzed by the implications of what you could accomplish if you actually tried and are avoiding any meaningful contribution by dodging your responsibility to do so. This has a direct effect on your self esteem. Even though you do what you do because you feel you have no choice, you actually do have choice. Knowing this causes you to lash out and may eventually lead to self destructive behavior.

If I had any advice for you, it would be go take some dance lessons or a drawing class.
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Piso Mojado let it end 070715
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cube Is it like there's this emptiness inside that you're trying to fill? You keep trying new experiences in the vain attempt to fill it?

Eventually, the emptiness will drive you to seek out the most improbable, the most unlikely solution(s). You will either find life and growth or continued despair and...

Been there, done that. Barely made it out alive.
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backflip cave spider, huge shark, crockodile, i came across some dangerous animals, they could have taken an arm, given deadly sting or eaten me whole, but they didn't, thats just something called LUCK.

Just like some people are lucky to eat Victorian spUng cake, some people are born lucky. The only thing is, despite all your secrets, and prowd traditions, a large propostion of the world may never have tasted jam and cream (cream) . (I know what happened but i'm not going to talk about it, it is the past)
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Lemon_Soda No, I don't think its luck. My life is the product of what my parents did before me, and theirs before them, etc. The world creates circumstances and we are born into them. Its nice to have advantages, I'm not saying that its not, but you can complain all day about the hand your dealt. Just play it. It only takes a pair of deuces to take the pot. The only garuntee is if you fold. Then you'll never win. 070716
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REAListic optimIST Just pick one thing to throw yourself towards, and the minute it pops in your head, throw yourself headlong in that direction before you have time to think about it, and you will have the strange experience of watching yourself move in that direction. Once you've accomplished that, let your feet keep the momentum, and you will be on your way to breaking free. 070716
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kuffsleeve this awful thing happened to me once, have you ever seen that film VANILLA SKY ? theres this one part in the film where everyone disappears, the city is empty, no one, nothing, just echos, i thought everyone was going to leave be behind on my own, it was the most frightening thing. i hope no ones alone in this world, i mean just imagine if you have no one, when i think of that, i don't know i just ... it makes me so sad. 070716
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