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farmer all those lovers are liars 030429
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king kong NINJA i distort with hope a voice once clear like fire.

i avert the honest assesment of eyes martyring their shyness.

i see where i really stand, and it is above the very clouds. and it is in the wine soaked fields of kin and earth.

toil is waiting for me, when i close my eyes, when i tell you you're my lover.

a lover is only that which you love.
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Syrope a lover is only that which loves you 030430
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*silent screams ...just someone who understands 030430
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joda I think it sounds funny when someone speaks about their significant other as their 'partner', because it's so PC, but there comes a time in life though, where it sounds silly to say, my 'boyfriend/girlfriend'.

Though, lover... That just sounds cheesy. It reminds me of terrible porn, or at the least, a bad romance novel.

"As my lover and I walked along the beach at sunset, we embraced and he caressed me fondly..."

I can't believe it's not butter.
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stork daddy that's what makes it so fun to call someone your lover. especially reguarding mundane things...like...lover could you pass the cheese whiz? or my lover and I ate at mcdonald's the other day. 030430
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joda Lover, could you pass the Cheez-Whiz?

Now THAT I like.

Laughing together is one of the most important aspects of any relationship.

Next to the hot, steamy, romance, of course...
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jane who won't blow my cover 030430
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A Gentleman Caller i'd never lie to you! Well? Are you in the mood?? 030501
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little wishes but im all open for someone who can fuck me till we're both senceless 030501
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macintosh if i had one, i wouldn't be on a computer now 030502
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nomatter no sex
just sleep
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misstree this statement would be a lie of the grandest order.

i'm not looking for a fuck,
or a boyfriend, or a friend,
i'm looking for a priest
who doesn't know what he is,
of an order untamed and scarlet.
no empty passion plays;
no harrowed obligations;
simply selfish interaction,
each drawing out of the other
prayers and revelations.
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once again I'm looking for the kind of guy who brings you a drink when you mention it's hot. The kind of guy who unlocks your door, even when it's not. The kind of guy who will carry you up stairs. The kind of guy who never plays fair. I know the guy I'm looking for I met him once upon a time. I know his name, his voice, his taste, I know that he's not mine. 031021
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sirflaccid I am just looking for someone to show how I feel.

P.S. if you know what i mean
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celestias shadow not at all. just a person.

incidentally, this reminds me of the SNL skits with Will Ferrell where they referred to each other as 'lover' all the time. i found it quite amusing.
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Somebody that I used to know I WANT A LOVER I DON'T HAVE
TO LOVE.
I WANT A BOY WHO IS SO
DRUNK THAT HE DOESN'T TALK.
IT WAS THE KID WITH
THE CHEMICALS?
I HAVE GOT A HUNGER
AND I CAN'T SEEM TO GET FULL.
I NEED SOME MEANING
I CAN MEMORIZE.
THE KIND I HAVE ALWAYS
SEEMS TO SLIP MY MIND.

LOVE IS AN EXCUSE TO GET HURT
AND TO HURT.

~~bRIGHT eYES~~
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