i'm_done
Too ashamed to say Im done people. I am sick of trying. I'm sick of talking. I am sick of writing. I'm sick of loving. I am sick of living. Im done. Im done
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I'm not gonna try anymore. Im not gonna waste my time formulating opinions and ideals and methods to this madness. I have nothing to show for these two decades of life that i have lived. i have nothing. i don't even want to be here. I am finished. Father why have you forsaken me.
061017
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Doar hmm....and.i.was.just.beginning. 061017
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Ptolemy DCLVIII If everything has become utterly valueless to you, Beautiful Exister, it is time to invoke the great transformer. Cathartically_Hilarious_Absurdity, I summon thee to refresh the weary spirit of T.A.t.S.!!! 061017
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jordie with bullshit 061018
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Too ashamed to say No i am not a beautiful exister. I am done but thanx. 061018
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Lemon_Soda So be done. 061018
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Too ashamed to say Dude, don't rush me. 061018
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Rumi O blaze of the world you are dear, you are dear
O beholding the beloved, keep near, keep near

I am the creation, I am the house
I am the trap and the mouse
I am wise and mad, stay here, stay here

I am the secrets you canít see
Cloak and turban are both me
I am the cloister and the monk, do appear, do appear

I am mortal, I am old
Chains and shackles my feet hold
I make plans, donít disappear, donít disappear

I am the noon, I am the eve
Fire of love with my heart receive
I am the candle giving light, stay clear, stay clear

I am the prayer and the angel in flight
I am the fire, I am the light
I am the Promised Land, so dear, so dear

I am here, I am to be
Alpha and Omega are in me
I am aware of the others, keep near, keep near

I am the acquaintance and the friend
The lover and beloved in the end
I am the flower and the thorn, donít fear, donít fear

I am the season and temporal train
I am the minor, I am the main
I am the mind and the story, be here, be here.
061018
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unhinged being unhinged with sadness 061019
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Chris aka because there is nothing left of me to give to you. 061019
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