i_love_you_sometimes
nonlucid and i don't know what to think
the rain stopped
050819
...
unhinged when i'm invariably lonely
and the only thing that can make me smile
is the good times we had
and the smile twists a little at the corners
sardonic
in the presence of the past tense
made so painfully aware of
by the depth of my loneliness
here_is_your_consolation_darling
you're still my go to guy
when i'm so lonely that
i have to lock myself in the bathroom
050819
...
iNsEcUrE_GoTh_GiRl sometimes all i can do is question the strangeness of the hormones that make me love

then not love

then love

then hate.

because i think there's something very wrong
in that i really just do not find people
attractive
or in the least fuckable.

being frigid isn't fun any more.
050820
...
whitechocolatewalrus and sometimes i'm a porcupine 050820
...
*ikonaj* i
don't
know
why.
090306
...
In_Bloom Only when I write of memory 090306
what's it to you?
who go
blather
from