i_love_you_differently
no reason and whenever i do something differently i get confused and obsessed 050307
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stork daddy why doesn't anyone understand that love has a personal meaning and that i couldn't have possibly meant what they say on tv. however, i should have known that this is the expected default love...i should have tried harder to convey exactly what i meant. but have you ever been kissing someone and you're sure they understand, only to find later they did not. they were doing their kiss, or still that kiss on tv. 050308
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emmi he might not love me in my definition of the word.

then again, isn't the very essence of love the same everywhere and to everyone?

i guess so, but then i guess your relationship is not so much about "do you love each other?" but about "can you live with each other?"

love is supposed to be enough.
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ant if love is enough, then one loves enough for both 050309
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captain_subtext - i love you differently than other people treat eachother's wives 050309
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captain_subtext and then there is "i love you indifferently"
which is a situation we should avoid. bad bad bad
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minnesota_chris kissing has almost nothing to do with love. I love my mom, but don't kiss her.

There's people you love, people you like spending time with, and people you want in your bed. Sometimes the groups overlap, but not often.
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stork daddy i wouldn't say that kissing has almost nothing to do with love, but then perhaps you and i are different kissers 050309
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unhinged pressing
squeezing
lips
or legs
or fists
and i have outgrown the anger
to fall back into needy want
and maybe it's just
the memory i'm still in love with
first love being the worst
i realize this more everyday
being almost two years
and i still want what we used to have


and you know
i think that not having sex
was the best thing we ever did
and the hugs
and the kisses
and the cuddles
meant more somehow

wrestling
tangling
rubbing
that's more an expression of lust

and we were left with the
pressing
squeezing
trying to release our constricted hearts
i love you differently now that i haven't heard your_voice in months
wistful
serenely
pained
want
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no reason i think you're like some kind of addiction that i'm not sure whether to kick or feed 050627
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unhinged like the tarnished piece of silver i can't bear to wipe clean 050627
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three hopeful thoughts now that we sleep next to eachother and I know that you are, in fact, more attractive than I am. 050628
what's it to you?
who go
blather
from