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endless desire i feel so good right now. its a funny feeling that i cannot grasp the words to describe. warm and comforted. thinking of words like "darling" and loving forever and the good feeling you have after eating muffins. god i love muffins. listening now to lifehouse. acoustic. and its cold outside and i am warm in my overralls. i'm never more comfortable than when i'm in overralls. i always look for times where i feel absolutely perfect and i finally found one. and i really like it and i want to turn to it when i feel like shit. because i feel good today. with hope. and today was crap. school is just not going to be the same with the seniors gone from my school. i mean, i know this i just a silly little high school problem. but i don't want to grow up. and i don't want them to grow up without me. i am so happy with the way life is all of the sudden ((mostly because it is going to leave me. . .i always realize what i want when its gone damnit)) and i don't feel like it all changing on me.
ugh.
but let me not subtract from my comfort. i love the word darling. thats such a good word.
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silent storm the one that i only feel when i am with the woman i love


i wish i could feel you right now.
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Lafiel I love the feeling of making love in the middle of the woods after a fresh spring shower...but a corn field works too. 060418
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