i_lost_myself
jane this is what you get 031020
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no reason when you mess with us 031020
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x for a minute there 031020
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Freak long ago and Im afraid of the person I am now finding 031021
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Death of a Rose to you and you didn't leave a forwarding address 031021
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Syrope and it's a little unsettling that i haven't even started posting "lost self" posters or asking around.

its more unsettling that i changed my hairstyle and started taking different routes to class.

i don't miss me.
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firefly that's just peachy, good, then it's over. 040802
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arwyn Somewhere. I don't know where it was. I lost me when I was with Logan, but found myself again afterwards. Somewhere though, I lost my passion. My violin and piano gather dust as I search for inspiration for them. I color in mandalas and run. It passes the time. I feel like an imposter as a writer. There's no paycheck waiting for me at the end of this book, or the next, or a novella, or a book of poetry. Yet, still I write. I don't recognize this version of me. I don't know where she came from or even that she was lurking inside. Hopefully this means I'll be able to say i_found_myself someday, but for now... I just don't see my way through this forest. 181011
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