i_know______it_seems
unhinged like i just got up
and walked out
but at least
i_love_you_sometimes 		050823
...
unhinged when i'm invariably lonely
and the only thing that can make me smile
is the good times we had
and the smile twists a little at the corners
sardonic
in the presence of the past tense
made so painfully aware of
by the depth of my loneliness
here_is_your_consolation_darling
you're still my go to guy
when i'm so lonely that
i have to lock myself in the bathroom 		050823
...
andru235 i know, it seems provincial of me...

but sometimes it still trips me out, that you, unhinged, are sitting there at your computer typing that, as i type something else here at this computer...

at this point i know you as well as anyone else. i know, it seems rather pathetic of me, and yet i don't feel bad in the least. in fact, i feel proud. i wouldn't recognize you on the street, but i might recognize you on the 'net. what does it all mean. goddess help us all. 		050824
...
unhinged sorry_andru






i haven't blathed like i did yesterday in a very long time. thanks for being here. blather was a little oldschool for awhile with me and you and peyton bouncing off of each other yesterday evening. 		050824
what's it to you?
who go 		blather
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