i_just
Mahayana want a family
2 watch as they sleep
2 be able to love & care for
as they
love and care for me as well

[if i stopped wanted this is so much]
[would i than have it]?
26 years of wanting
perhaps is time
for a change
020313
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Mahayana uffffffffffftttttt
[damn typos]
im so pathetically sad
that i didnt even notice
all my horrible typos above
[sorry]
020313
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LittleSadRidingHood Want to be happy but know not how.
Distrust myself and implicitly beleive all others...
cold cloud of lonliness and Monday mornings...
All seemed so clear yesterday.
031106
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stork daddy listened to chicago's "we can last forever" fourteen times in a row.

that's really the only update any of you need.

enjoy my impending psychosis should you be privy to it.

sorry about everything.
071202
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jane {miss you, j.} 071211
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oren called to say, "I love you". 080829
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In_Bloom Have to do it in my way
In my Time
Please be patient
080830
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In_Bloom Want to have a home again
Have someone to cook with and laugh with
And sleep safe with
Someone to plan with and build with
I just want to make someone smile again
Have someone tell me again that I'm the best thing to ever happen to them
I guess I just want everything
Again
081008
what's it to you?
who go
blather
from