i_hate
kss feeling like this 030519
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god i knew you were under duress
i knew you were under your dress
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joda I hate coming back from a break and finding my desk piled with work other people could have done. 030520
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/anon everything 030521
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misstree therefore, i
claw and bite and
scream and snarl and
seethe and spit and
breathe bad breath and
poison and kill

not because i am hungry
but because i am hateful.
031129
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the oneders . . .the way you turn away every time i want to tell you how beautiful you make the world. i can't get the words out anymore 031129
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misstree these empty angsts. 031129
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Jaguar Because I can. 031207
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smurfus rex letting other people down
letting myself down
and especially
letting my guard down.

not getting started
not getting finished
and especially
not following through.

.
031207
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tonightiscream I hate my roomate who is far to vicious and manipulative to be human
I hate how inconsiderate and rude she is in her specch
I hate her laughter at the pain of other
I hate how her laughter is unrelenting if she is the cause of the pain
I hate that I let her trick me into living with her, when my good sense and all those around me screamed for me not to
I hate that now my only homes are living hells
I hate that i cannot sleep at night, for the thought that i deserve this haunts my dream
I hate my roomate who somwhere, under her bright red hair, must have three sixes outlined with freckles
031208
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JustOnMonday i hate that all i am to you is the girl who you used to like, who isn't your mainstream friend, who you can complain to endlessly, who is your sympathizer, who keeps you entertained, who waits for you, who misses you and loves you and is waiting for you to come home. 040805
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The Amazing Superfluous Man! only thing left that keeps me warm 041123
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oldephebe It's not easy for me to hold hate and rage within my heart. I feel infected with darkness, with a spiritual viral infection. I'm always glad when it passes. Ugghh!
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a bird as mad as hatters and blacker than night unforgiving
and unrelenting

this is the lesson i derive from the wasted days spent throwing away my heart in pursuit of you

the seed from which this blossoming hate of mine grows are the words and times which put the lie to your endless self-congratulation

and this i'll say to you,
and hope tht it gets through...
050822
what's it to you?
who go
blather
from