i_fucking_want_you
so kill me bad

bad

badly
020714
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neverender
even without the fucking....
i_want_you is good enough.
020714
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blown cherry fucking miss you as well 020715
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white_light searching for my reflection
for a glimpse of another me
020715
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distorted tendencies Without all your idiocies. 020715
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silentbob why must i live like this?
why must i love like this?
020716
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Photophobe following a path of blue grey rock 020716
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werewolf it's just a picture, it's just a picture, it's nothing, nothing like the way darkness combined with touch. but it frees all of those real moments now sometimes less than pictures, i can break them down into sultry composites, and i can impose them on a matrix of light and candor. i can impose them on the world. 020716
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daxle just a touch
is not enough
020716
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Human Behavior Why do I want the things I shouldn't have? 020716
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squint really, now?
*raised eyebrows*
020716
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Human Behavior ...like right now I fucking want some caffeine. 020717
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she so terribly bad...

Make love to me.
020717
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Beth More than I should. More than is healthy, More than I thought possible. and the really hilarious thing is...I'll never know why. Love, lust, desire, need, fear, it's all the same. You know someone well, you respect them, you let them know you...then one day you're sitting in a car, bullshitting like always, and suddenly you glance thier way and think "this is the coolest person in the entire world, and I think I'd really like to bang them". Then you realize you're in love. Maybe just me. But as for you...I could never get my fill. Hold me, touch me, kiss me, pleasure me...better yet, let me pleasure you. Or we could just spend a night never once breaking our physical connection, and somehow ensure that our emotional is everlasting. 020804
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IKC 56-80 when_harry_met_sally

so_much_for_the_afterglow
020805
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cheer-up-emo-kid I miss you like sleep
and theres nothing romantic about the hours I keep
020805
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bethany i met you a year ago
haven't hung out since winter
haven't talked to you since spring
it's the end of summer again
and all i can do is think of you
020805
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silentbob and i hate you for it 020806
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CrAzYpInKmOnKeY i cant do it anymore losing
the will to
go on because my life sucked
until you
made me happy and then took it all
away but
i want you to be happy so i hooked
you up
with my best friend and all you ever
do is
talk about her sad again
but i brought it all on myself
i hate you
020806
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tentative to realize that "they" are no less worthy of your company than you are of anyone else's.
when we lie on our death beds we are all made only of cells, human cells.
reputations
money
careers
crimes
heroic acts.
no longer existent, much less important by any means.
we are but physical beings with mostly the same basic needs.
everything else is little more than figments of our petty imaginations created to feed our poisonous egos.
020807
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only_tuesday i wish someone would say that to me right about now... 020808
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good people now. 020808
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josie bigger_than_ourselves 020922
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lobsterman so much i'm going that to admit it, means i'm going to have to change my life. i'm going to have to be more courageous...stop taking the easy way out. 020922
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otherjerry well then get at me, dawgette! 020923
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josie I imagine how right i felt in your arms and it all seems to make sense. i fucking want you and you're seemingly on my mind day and night... why can't i make you go away? why can't i dissolve the image of you in my mind with this solvent? 020923
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*silent screams but i can't give into the feeling because someplace inside i know itz not right...yet i want it to be for some reason 030114
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littleidiot i fucking want you the way you used to be.

seriously. what happened?
what did i do wrong?
030115
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krimilda yes... you're sucking my energy as well... yes, like a vampire... i fucking want you and i fucking don't want you to release me, but if you do, do it slowly... slowly 030116
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Anna_In_Reverse This is something I can say with absolute certainty. I'm just not sure which "you" I mean... 030116
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sirflaccid and nothing could ever change that 030117
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erica no body wants me. i am the un wanted girl in arizona 030213
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catherine I've seen suckers lose themselves in the games
They learn to play
Children love to sing but then their voices
Slowly fade away
People always take a step away
From what is true
That's why I like you around

I want you
Yeah you do, you do, you do, you do, you do,
You do, you do, you do
You make me want you
030321
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sylphide When he told me he'd had a crush on me for years, I was honestly plesantly surprised. I'd never thought for a second that I'd ever have the chance with anyone like him. Typically intelligent, charming, witty, athletic, sensitive..i never had the chance to really appreciate him, let him influence my philisophies, fall in love with him.

'I fucking wanted you' wasn't the exact phrase.. 'I wanted you too' was more along the lines.. and it may seem a little extraneous, due to the fact i'd barely thought of pursuing anything of the sort, but i felt compelled to say i did want him after he told me. I wasn't about to say 'I've never had you in mind' because i had, just not to the same degree.. I just gave him food for thought.. is that so bad? That now he's imagining something we could've had?
030321
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minnesota_chris i hate it when the good ones get engaged. S'il vous plait, mademoiselle, be careful, the unavailable ones don't always stay that way. 030322
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Dustin* ...although it's hard to grip the fact that i don't think you want me.....just leave it behind, just leave the feelings behind, just leave every thought of you behind...... 031008
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distorted tendencies This time it's forbidden.

Without hurting someone else.
031009
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megan take me... 031009
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girl_jane Brain_sex 031112
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Staind_And_Souless So badly it hurts. So badly i think i'm going to die if I don't have you.
I'm going to die if I kiss you.
Consumed by fire and brimstone and love.
And hate, that too.
You're so innocent.
I hate you for it.
I want you for it.
So badly......
031115
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oblivionmachine he did this thing, hed pull me against him and oh
my
god.

exactly.
031127
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x my rapid breaths are held down by my corset 031127
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ambermoon so badly
its wrong
but it feels right
040120
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Nirvanic Blind this fine ass chick walked in to my job today and i tried to talk to her by acting like i was on a ciggarette break. I opened the conversation with "it warmed up a little since this morning didn't it". Not the best approach but we actually seemed to be talking okay until she asked me what i was gonna do after i graduated and i said "i have no idea". she then put the ciggarete out and said "well, see ya". She had a nice smile too. I didn't actually think i'd get her number. She was a lil older than me and seemed a bit more mature. oh well, at least i tried. somewhat 040120
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_bean so much that i think it's driving me insane(r). half the time i can't decide if i want to slam you against the ground and kick you, or slam you against the wall and slide off your clothes. and then sometimes i just feel like walking right by you, quietly, and i'm not sure if it's because i want to look back and see you following me, or because i'm tired of only getting bits of you.. a stroke of your arm.. a lick of your finger.. a parting grasp.. waiting until you've stopped watching me go, so i can turn and watch *you*... 040120
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silentbob please please please let me get what i want 040121
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distorted tendencies Yosuke! But that's impossible, anyway that is my problem.. I already have a hot japanese boyfriend.. The tendency to skip from one relationship to another whether it be good or bad.. Maybe I am just a bad person, and i like breaking people's hearts, creating chaos in my relationships..

I don't know. But Yosuke is super fine.
040121
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werewolf dame desu yo 040121
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karl the weed totally 040121
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TK battling evil shugar dam chocolatechip cookies!! stop looking at me! stop makeing me want you damit! sToP!!! *growls at the drool worthy chocolate chip cookies* I -am- stronger thing you! you wont win! 040121
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delial never thought I'd hear these words
- let alone from you -
now that I have, I've no clue how to react.

what do you do when something you never thought would happen DOES?

I don't know whether to jump_for_joy or duck_and_cover.
040121
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jenny enny dots because I can't have you. I'm not allowed to have you even though in reality I can. I want you D.D. 040121
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minnesota_chris and we want you to have double d's as well. 36DD?

the nasty old man
040122
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JUSTme I wanted u sooo bad and u wanted me
we did alot together but it still wasnt enough 4 me. u aksed me out and i wanted that but my brain wouldnt let me. i knew he would cheat on me,i knew he would break my heart. but my heart fuckin wanted him.my brain over powered my heart and i said no. but i still fuckin want u...even if u do break my hear
040122
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jenny enny dots That was funny. 36DD would weigh me down too much. Too much to carry. More than a mouthfull is waste they say. D.D are his initials. I still want him. 040122
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minnesota_chris :) I realized that, just playing with your words, and being a perv. 040124
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ambermoon more than i can put down into words.
you the one i should leave behind.
why do you have to want me too.
040125
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ellen cherry charles countdown ...3...days... 040126
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witchesrequiem Why is it that you think you really want someone, have to have or will die, when you get that person... it all fades to a dull humm? Maybe it's true. We want what we can't have. And don't want what we do have. 040127
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:_) and i want to be on your list stork daddy. 040128
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stork daddy well if you say your prayers and eat your vitamins, i'm pretty sure i could squeeze you on there. 040128
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celestias shadow and i need you 040128
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:) i've got a bible and a bottle of vitamin X. 040128
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:_) :) = :_) (but I"m sure that's obvious) 040128
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:) stork_daddy_is_also :)
in case that wasn't even more obvious
040128
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stork daddy i am? jeesh...i get around. guess i want to spoo on my own face. but then who will hold the camera? 040129
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:_) i'll be the first and last to tell you that :_) equals :_) and no one else.

i choose :_) because many others have used :) and i want to be distinguished from them.
040201
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:_) forgot to mention that i used :) once instad :_) so at that point :_) equaled something besides :_) 040201
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cantsay you make it hard not to want you.
i can still feel your breath on my neck. i feel your hand as they grip my DDD tits and the stiffness as you grind me from behind. then you left so quickly and it was over.for the moment.
you know that im married, you've been his friend for longer than i.but still i fucking want you. i love it when you call me late at night when you know hes sleeping. the things you tell me....
"i want to tie you up, blindfold you and tease you for hours untill you beg for me to fuck you."
God how could i say no. no man has ever talked to me like you do.
040202
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unhinged but i think it is more my fear of being alone than knowing that there really wasn't anything healthy about it.


besides, you probably have a new girl to sleep with at night that is probably better in bed than me.
040202
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ambermoon and only now you tell me you have some one new....no wait you didnt even have the balls to tell me i had to get it second hand. 040229
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werewolf because, repressed and sensual. 040301
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Fire&Roses even when I shouldn't... when it's an impossiblity... maybe I always will... but I'm not strong enough for this 040301
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augustus gloop I've never been in love but i've wanted and been wanted but i can't bing myself to get close to anyone because people hurt me and I'm terrified 040307
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anonymous in_lust 040307
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girl_jane horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny horny

Vvvvvery horny...
040407
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love & hate I fucking want you so fucking badly. Please can i have you? If only for one night. It would last in my memory for all eternity. 040424
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??? OM... 040424
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thunderbuck ram i want fucking you
i want you fucking
you fucking want i
fucking you i want
040826
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rage the agony i love more than anything else
talking myself out of it, only to see you again, and my heart sqeezing into a ball and leaping up my throat
the torture i cant deny, the need i cant explain
041110
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Oola jeremy. i fucking want you bad. but where are you?

off with heidi - your best friend with benefits.
041111
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blown cherry yeah? Well it's not fucking enough anymore. Go and find another wet cunt to suck the soul out of.




begins to merge personalities
050109
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drstrangelove but do you want my spare tire too 050110
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suicidalchinadoll ...AND your spare tire. 050110
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Somebody that I used to know so fucking want_me 050111
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eklektic everett 050112
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stork daddy stop tippling my nickels. 050112
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smells like chirstmas tarts dance a little stranger
show me where you been
050516
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rage ...only when im drunk 050516
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anne-girl want_to_lay_with_you_for_hours 050518
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tessa I said it was a line.
It was.
060624
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laced yeah, i feel that 070826
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zeta to rot in hell! 070826
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laced I do
I do

but

you will
you will

fuck me up again and
i'll crash again and
we know how that ends

fuck it, i'll do it anyway
071024
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danny but I won't have you. not yet.

your butt is heaven.

but heaven can wait.
090704
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dries&hardens i fucking want you
to go missing at sea
to vanish into thin air
to burst into flames

i fucking want you
to be a face on a carton of milk i can throw darts at
until i can only remember a map of pricks
090704
what's it to you?
who go
blather
from