i_forgive_you unhinged resenting you and what you've said and done only makes me hard_and_bitter a hard_and_bitter shell around my heart is quite possibly the most painful thing i have experienced. i know it goes against who i really am and who i really want to be and that hurts. so i forgive you. i forgive all the nasty things said and done, fucked_up and sober. (i am sorry; i am only human. but then again, i never claimed to be anything else, anything more) i forgive you. but i can't be with you anymore. i've been writing about it and feeling it for months, over a year actually, and it somehow doesn't lessen the pain. there is a corner of my heart, cracked and raging that we didn't work. but then again tenaciously clinging didn't work either i really do hope you find a happy ending to your story someday ( brother_ali ) 110423 ... unhinged . but it's_over boodhi it's just over quit quit calling quit using quit lying it's_over 120130 ... D I forgive myself. And yet I will dream of you, feel your lips upon my lips. Your skin, transforming my thoughts. Your music giving me another skin. I forgive you and me. I'm new and approved by 3 out of 10. . 120131 what's it to you? who go blather from