i_cannot_cry_for_a_love_not_lost
phreakyphysics To expand on what a friend of mine showed me...
:"Any body can give you a reason to cry, but there's only one person who can make you cry for no reason at all."

I am not sure i can agree with this. You see, i have always associated crying with negitive things. lonlyness, sadness, hurt, destructive things. An when i think of the person i love, destructive is not the word that comes to mind. tears do come, for no reason at all, but i'm not sure i would call it crying. these are tears of extreeme happyness and gratitude. i tear because there is only one person who can make me fell soo special. one person who can hold my hand and make the world dissapear. I tear because my eyes are straining to make her face stay in my eyes. i tewar because i can see the two of us growing old together. living our lives, enjoing the company of a soulmate. i tear becaus eof all i see in her, but no i am not crying, because i am too happy to cry. i know that love transends all barriers, and i feel i have finally found my "one" my perefect match. the one i was ment for. i never cry for her, i weep, but i don't cry, i weep over the memories i can't forget, over the times we've spent, and over the fact that i love her so much.but i don't know if i would cry. i live for her. i would die for her. i would do anything for her. but not cry, because she would not make me cry. because i would still be able to see her in my eyes. i would shed tears, for the one i love, but out of love, ultimate love., so i will not cry for someone i will never lose.
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distorted tendencies Because he does not know that I love him. 021006
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Syrope it makes perfect sense to me 040321
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