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czmember estarocks cpgurrl all the offending remarks my many personalities may have made. 040720
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Toxic_Kisses I Apologize for...

... being so cruly selfish
... being so one sided
... hurting you so many times
... not being stronger
... not haveing the words you need
... not being their
... all my inadaquices
... not knowing you better
... wanting more
... giveing nothing in return
... not being "The One"
... not apologizeing when I should
... pointing out your imperfections
... not wanting to see my own
... not saying I Love You as often as I should have
... being unable to show you how much I care

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... all that time you waisted on me
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f all the above 040722
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nonlucid annoying you by apologizing too much 040722
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twilightfox for being myself.
because i know im not what you want 		040722
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newme talking about my life 040722
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kookaburra being petty.
i forgot that i should be nice or go home.
love, 		040722
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ivyducktwilightseto everything I might say that offends you. I never seem to notice when I'm hurting someone with words for some reason.

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czmember estarocks cpgurrl not being good @ math, too. 040729
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trgmetaman I apoiogize for not being here when you
needed me to be
not saying I Love you as often as I sould have
and letting myself get out of work 		040826
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metamantrg I apoiogize for not being here when you
needed me to be
not saying I Love you as often as I sould have
and letting myself get out of work 		040826
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out of context consuming your life 040827
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pete my presemt inability to read 040827
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witchesrequiem growing up!
getting a good life!
moving on!
not being co-dependent (like you)..
and fucking like a man...
oops! 		040827
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spiffy being too dependent.

being selfish.

wanting too much.

costing too much.

being "different."

being born. 		040827
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pete those illegible blathes last night.. or 4am this morning, that should not have happened.. but.. ah well.. your favourite cook only leaves for scotland once 040827
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shivers everything, fuck if it annoys people.
gives me an excuse not to feel guilty about not feeling guilty about shit i've done. i dont want to hear that i dont need to be sorry and that i didnt do anything wrong because i know i did. im not going to pretend that i didnt. 		050508
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captain_subtext all the money that all of you will never win by the lootery

the existence of people who sell young afgani children to arab conutries for pleasure

the misuse of the holy language of english 		050508
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. nothing - absofuckinglutely nothing. 050509
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shilohlives being unresionable with my expectations and for learning slowly. 050509
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sway for being such an ass so many times 050509
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God the platypus. 090730
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In_Bloom Tricking you and not letting you get off the ride
You're so funny to tell me out loud you and I are not supposed to fall in love
I laugh and play some more...

I tell you
"The game is called, don't kill it for as long as possible"

Now you laugh and proceed to tell me all the un-love things you're loving about us
Go ahead and not call it whatever you like

I apologize for making you feel this safe
To tell me so much of un-everything 		090731
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hydrogenated lemur giving you the pickle_surprise 090731
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faded tree for your sister seducing me and not enjoying it and eating the last kondike bar 090801
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faded shadow redwood trees bumper cars and wolverines and how I treated someone years ago 090801
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unhinged letting my hormones get the better of us 090801
what's it to you?
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