i_am_upset_today
becclebee the world doesnt feel right
it seems to be letting me down more than usual
or that i am feeling it more than usual
so i stopped
and thought

and i realised
that it was two conversations
about a situation from 5 years ago
and now i am back there
living it again
feeling on edge
taking everything as an attack
feeling like i am tip toeing on eggshells
tense
yet defenceless
but also
wanting to hide
trying to make it better
to make things right
to gather everything together
only to be knocked down by the next word
the next glance
harmless things
but they hurt
and make me upset
031209
...
becclebee i hate to admit it
but
icecream really does make the world a better place!
031209
what's it to you?
who go
blather
from