i_am_not_afraid sabbie for the red_wine_faeries are on my side 020614 ... kerry as opposed to... white wine faeries? but i am afraid. i am afraid of losing control and having to give in to myself. i'm not supposed to make mistakes like this, i'm supposed to be able to undo things i do that are stupid, this wasn't supposed to happen to me. 020614 ... sabbie jsut having the faeries on my side is enough. gives me warm fuzzies. they may be feral, they may be unfathomable they may be unreasonable but they give me warm fuzzies just to know that they are there. 020614 ... Mateo Sabbie, Id like to introduce you to a group of people who go by the name of A.A. 020614 ... sabbie imagine the FA. imagine wanting to banish faeries out of your life. and thwelve step FA plan. step one: wear suits. 020614 ... freakizh i've two songs on that phrase. one is "pull me under" from dream theater.. but i've decided is better to post a song of the radiohead we all love. ------ "Big Ideas (Don't get any) / Nude" by Radiohead (unreleased) Don't get any big ideas They're not gonna happen You paint your house white and feel the noise But there'll be something missing And now that you found it, it's gone Now that you feel it, you don't I'm not afraid She stands stark naked and she beckons you to bed Don't go you'll only want to come back again So don't get any big ideas They're not gonna happen You'll go to hell for what your dirty mind is thinking And now that you found it, it's gone And now that you feel it, you don't I'm not afraid ------ one of my favorite songs ever. 020614 ... three words i_am_not_afraid places_best_left_hidden i_know_you_by_a_name 061001 ... Chris aka Christ without the cross I am afraid. I am full of fear. I can't even walk down the street without fear following. i think the only place i am not afraid is in my shower. I hope that i at least have that place. 061002 ... Lemon_Soda Thats funny, because the shower is sort of a comfort zone for me, too. Sometimes I stay in the shower for almost an hour. Its like the world can't bother you in there. 061003 ... Chris aka Christ without the cross That's exactly how I feel. One day I want to reach to a place where I can take the feeling I have when I am in the shower with me back into the world. Have that same untouchable feeling. 061004 ... Christ without the cross meeting_my_former_self 070203 what's it to you? who go blather from