i_am_here
Rhin
Damn this MSN!
It keeps fucking up!
Where are you?
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Barrett MSN sucks! 010101
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Rhin is anybody out there? 010101
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Rhin I must speak with you!!!
*Rhin pouts & stomps foot*
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Rhin Damn MSN again!
Anyway, I'm here!
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birdmad i am here

you_are_there

and that's a problem
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unhinged but i wish i wasn't
and your voice is coming from far away
as i watch you
in the reflective surfaces of the window
transfixed at what could be not real
because i didn't want to believe
it_was_real
you were gone forever with him
and it hurt me
because everything between us
was just a joke
a desparate mindfuck for attention
and you wonder why
he askes you to cheat on your boyfriend
with him
and when you refuse
he calls you a cock_tease
because you divide everyone you know into two categories:
those to be teased
and
those to give it up to
i_am_here
for the last time
as an unhurt unconditional friend
i don't operate well under
conditions like that
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ClairE Wherever here may be. Walk towards me. Don't talk. Put your head on my shoulder. 020107
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phace i am here, to die. im drowning with only my breaking point left to hold onto. And it is made of ice. and melting fast 020107
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Syrope but am desperately trying to escape to another "here" 020325
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fallen hero i am here
my mind is everywhere
but i could move
if i had the chance
but i did and i only fool myself
need to focus
if i had the strength of mind
to escape
the words slip away
and i'm amazed
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matrui wrapped up in papery butterfly wings
so airy it can be hard to tell
if such thin material can hold life

folded up like mangled origami
keeping that life held organ hidden
like a ground trapping spider
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no one and i ache everywhere
i think i slept for all of a half hour
squeaking floors and yowling cats
but mostly my heart racing
aching
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Deomis But I can never be "there"
Where I want to be
For I am forever "here"
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ethereal I am not. 040509
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kyree whether you notice or not. 050617
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a chaotic gift to idealism and will always be. 050617
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Doar And I will always be here, 100717
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. and I listen....

478-9668
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the gwate piwate woberts but soon

YOU WILL NOT BE HERE

has come for your SOULLLLLS
100816
what's it to you?
who go
blather
from