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stork daddy that a comedian won't really fill the emptiness. that it isn't in the matinee of the week, or knowing which celebs will last and which will delight us by falling from grace. it's not weekly dinners at the fancy french place, or knowing how to dance to the latest rehashed beats. and it isn't hollywood skin or teeth, with the weeklong friendships they provide. but what is it then? is it discovering some theory that doesn't let you change the world but lets you work within it better? or writing some book that some girl who you'd like if you ever met her reads and that makes her warm in her chest for a moment? is that all? who cares, when what you want is outside of all that. is there anything here which can be dismissed as better or worse when it all feels equally as dreamt, equally as something which i could be awoken from at any moment. 040206
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x it's a sharp object embedded between your shoulder blades.

that's satisfaction.

that's true happiness.

hack those wings off and get soil stuck under your yellowing fingernails.
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stork daddy give me the chance to write about you again 040206
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x insecure people are always living in an imaginary space 040206
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stork daddy well there are two types right...the insecure and fools 040206
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stork daddy if only one seemed more real, it'd be plenty easy to choose. 040206
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stork daddy eh fuck you anyways...just on top of that for good times 040206
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stork daddy and i love hearing from you on what happiness is 040206
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Mystic I could see how you think such things, but no matter.
Oh I know how you loathe selfishness and individuality. You like volunteer workers best so you get free labor.
Blood, sweat, and tears from the innocent, perhaps somewhat naive good-hearted people of the world.

Then there is The New World order, shall we discuss it?
Not today you say, well then if I may I would like to play
play a little sonic game of death
chance
i know how you feel the mentally ill amongst us in the world make the perfect candidates for your brew of torture.
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x will you be my valentine's date?
bang, bang
shoot, shoot
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stork daddy missed me missed me, now you have to kiss me 040207
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your guardian angel yes, stork. but a female comedian would fill your emptiness. and she is waiting to hear from you.... 040207
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stork daddy who are you...and what did you do with my guardian devil? 040207
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Not the Daddy They've been recalled. A replacement demon has been dispatched. Expect delivery in the next 10-20 years. 040208
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your guardian angel you are your own guardian devil. i am you and i am me. and you would find me here and find me there. call me a matchmaker, or an idiot, i want to guide unhappy souls on their quest. 040215
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puredream so do you. 040705
what's it to you?
who go
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