how_to_disappear_completely john from michigan but lost in L.A. Take every word that you ever said and that you ever meant and throw them all out onto the table and see the face that the other will make and the fear that eresides inside of that person when they realize that it's now time to either admit who they are or lose one of the best things that they have ever had and they choose the later of the two and you walk away and move. From the love and misunderstamding to a city that no one knows you or your love. 001231 ... john from michigan but lost in L.A. and it's one of the best Radiohead songs ever made. "bad day that's not me" "I'm not here, this isn't happening" 001231 ... freakizh and never (ever) be found. 020201 ... Grievance answer: let them maim you, touch you. "I'm not here"- Radiohead 020209 ... unhinged this isn't happening again 020210 ... reitoei do nothing, think nothing, be nothing. and you fade away, a phantom not of us not seen by earthly eyes. not heard by silent predators. sleep and do not dream. rise with the dead and sleep with the living. gliding through life not alive but animated in dark studio. where nothing really is, none will look and they will not se a whithered form sulking in the shadows of existence 020210 ... silentbob sit alone in a dark quiet room. put your head between your knees. This Isn't Happening. 020210 ... xxx die unremembered 020720 ... Moonpiece cooperate with everyone 020720 ... shadesofgrey i love radiohead! although, i must say, i prefer the older stuff by them. ah well, they're still great. 020721 ... celestias shadow possibly the most amazing song i have ever heard. 031028 ... endless desire it makes me want to cry 031029 ... Death of a Rose just keep folding. 031029 ... megan always want more... always push forward, for that little bit extra which you most certainly can never have. start missing the person that's standing right beside you people start ceasing to know you exist 031029 ... jane that there, that's not me i go where i please i walk through walls i float down the liffey i'm_not_here_this_isn't_happening i'm_not_here i'm_not_here in a little while i'll be gone the moment's already passed yeah, it's gone i'm_not_here_this_isn't_happening i'm_not_here i'm_not_here strobe lights and blown speakers fireworks and hurricanes i'm_not_here_this_isn't_happening i'm_not_here i'm_not_here.... radiohead 031029 ... so fucking lost teach me that i might disappear completly and forever 031029 ... pipedream breathe quietly be very still if you're lucky someone will pass by and know how to take you along otherwise you can just change colour and blend with the concrete and watch. 031029 ... . . 031030 ... the oneders im_not_here_this_isn't_happening 031030 ... falling_alone i'm not here i never was in your eyes u just passed me by without out a glance i never existed i had a life only twisted.... 031104 ... megan i like afi's this time imperfect makes me feel not real, not there, completely gone, nothing happening more 040722 ... nonlucid only if nobody notices you left and nobody noticed you were ever there not even once are you gone 040722 ... sab fading away an empty insect husk stained from the inside and discarded 041018 ... uow follow_me 041018 ... magicforest you've always been so good at that 041018 ... suicidalchinadoll fuck me stop returning my calls call me back for a last kiss before you move out of the country. 041018 ... florescent light I don't know where I am or how I became most times it's difficult just to get through the night I'm so tired when will I die 041019 ... In_Bloom I'll change my face, my name, my history and then hop a plane to you 080930 ... SleepieCloud Don't ever talk to anyone. 080930 ... Ouroboros stop eating 081001 ... hsg make friends with Enoch. 081001 what's it to you? who go blather from